We should always keep Mary in mind. Here is a photo from Zeitun Egypt-1968
3/4/15
During meditation I walked up to the lighted mountain peak and filled with God energy I then walked down again in search of someone who seemed ready to turn towards it and join the gathering. I found someone right away. An older black man, perhaps a minister who seemed welcoming and willing to push forward in faith. I pointed out the lighted peak and told him how valuable it would be for him to walk there and then point it out to other people, not in speech but through mental communication. I am not sure why this is true, but I think speaking of it out loud might burst it’s spiritual effect like a bubble.
I went to another person, a young lady, maybe about thirty, who was confined to a wheelchair and had been for most of her life. She was very thin and would often jerk her limbs. Her head tended to rest on her shoulder. She was very beautiful and I felt like crying for her and her condition. I went to her and asked is she wanted to meet Mary. I assumed she heard me because she smiled. I showed her how to stand in her spirit body. She seemed awkward even then until she gave it a few tries.
“You can also walk,” I told her and took hold her hand to lead her spirit body away from the chair.
We went to the Cathedral of Light, walked the grassy path until we came to where Mary stood amid white roses. Mary was all in white, her face and gown both shimmered with a soft glow of silver as if she were lighted up from within. This day, even all the roses were white. The lady cried at seeing Mary and got down on her knees. I knelt with her amid the sweet smell of rose blossoms. Mary put out her hand and gave the lady a white rose that dissolved into her heart. Then we stood and walked back to her wheelchair.
“I know your condition isn’t cured, but maybe your soul is healed,” I said to her.
“Oh, yes. At times, I was so resentful and hated this chair and my life. Sometimes I felt so useless.”
“You aren’t useless. Now you have a unique experience, a
gift to share with other people. Who else has so much time available to spend
calling people to God? I will show you how.”
I pointed to the mountain with its peak glowing in light.
I told her that many people gather there at its peak to receive energy from
God. She wanted to go there immediately, so we did. I actually followed her as
she walked in her spirit body and began to climb up to the mountain peak. Her
enthusiasm was contagious. I enjoyed her presence. On stepping into the light
we were both filled with God energy.
Back in her room in the nursing home, I told her, “Now you have much to share with other people. It is a huge job because so many people still need to find Jesus. Do you think you are up to it?”
She laughed in delight and spoke about how having this project made her life worth living. She had a goal to accomplish now. I told her I felt the same way, that Jesus had saved me too by also giving me a purpose. I left but promised to check with her often. I think I may forget to check but the angels will be sure to check her for me. I am still a weak human with many follies but they often make up for my lacks. I appreciate it and am ever grateful for their help.
3/11/15-Note on Revelation
So far Revelation for today’s world
or age is about the “Great Disaster” and seems to be based on the fact of God’s
planet coming this way and disturbing the asteroid belt. It may do this every
(?) thousands of years. God’s planet (golden, I am
sure) may be a companion to our sun, or Planet X, or Nebriu,
or (?). We just don’t know at this point in time. Also, keep in mind that
Revelation was written for different ages, (This would be Jesus’ interpretation
of what an age is, not ours). The beginning of Revelation, the Seals, reads
like a synopsis of what is to come in the rest of Revelation. Then the writing
get down to specifics for the different ages, each age may be nested inside
other ages.
I think that the asteroid that hit
A bigger problem may be the large
earthquake that is predicted. It may be that another planet coming too close to
the asteroid belt would also disturb earth’s earthquake zones, (and possibly
weather?). I have only read as far as the seals and first 4 trumpets. So I will
have much more to say in the essay. I just wanted to put this interpretation of
Revelation out for now because I think it brings us hope. Also, Jesus told me
we will not loose civilization. So even though we go through the Great Disaster
or Distress we will come through it, more or less, intact. This is important
news.
3/12/15
I keep thinking of that 19 year old young man who was on his way to work this week when someone deliberately shot him. It seems as if he was innocent and doing nothing wrong. So why? What was in this shooter’s head? Was the shooter just looking for someone to kill? Usually, I tell myself that some killings are gang or drug related which gives the act some crazy reasoning. Then too, some killings are done in a spat of intense emotional anger. Even these I shudder at but can understand. What I can’t understand is a random attack for no reason. What is going on here? Where is all this boldness and hate coming from?
I suspect
that some people’s heads are being filled up with a severe hatred and dislike
of all humanity. This can be compared to the radicalization of some wayward
Muslims. Here in
I often think
that if there was full employment in the city, most of the crime would stop,
because who ever heard of a carjacking done by a person who was working full
time, but this isn’t necessarily true because there would still be those who
choose crime because of greed or their need for dope. Most worrisome is this
other group of people, thankfully few in number, who listen to that voice
inside their heads that bolsters such an overriding hatred for other people
they become uncivilized.
What can we
do to protect ourselves from such radical hatred? Who are these people
and is there anything we can we do to ward off such deviant thinking? I can’t
think of anything besides a good family, employment and friendly church
community. We should all be thankful for our many churches in
Spring is almost here!
3/13/15
During meditation this morning, I asked Jesus what was the most important thing we could do for him? He said, “Save souls.” He also told me to stop worrying. He added, “You are doing your job.” His implication being that this is all that most of us can do. So I guess we needn’t agonize over saving the whole world if we can just be a good enough influence that it saves one other soul.
3/13/15
I have decided I don’t want to continue to read Revelation at this time. Actually, I think I already said what needs to be said because most of what follows in Revelation is about what we have already done or will keep doing to ourselves. We all know how the nations war with each other; how we keep destroying the weather, land, air and water; and how we neglect our own people. We don’t need Revelation to explain it to us.
But I am
still troubled by the Abominable Desolation standing on Holy Ground that Jesus
mentioned and John wrote of. Common sense tells us that this means atomic bombs
standing on
I know that
at the end of this age all the people of earth will be able to look up and see
God’s planet overhead in the sky. I wondered if it would be at the end of this
age or the next, but God said it will be at the end of this age. As anyone can
imagine, adding a new planet or sun to the solar system will cause a great
disturbance on earth and have a profound effect on everyone. This is what most
of the warnings in Revelation are about. It is enough to think about for now
and why I’d rather not read any further.
3/27/15
I have a problem I am not sure how to solve. I suspect that many of us have this same problem. It involves family members who don’t know Jesus or say they don’t believe in God, although in this they are likely wrong because believing in love is like believing in God. This is easy to recognize if we look at those groups currently in the news who spew out hatred. Hate is the opposite from God. This makes God easier to recognize. Yet, is love enough? Does loving family and children give enough closeness to Jesus? I think of this because I believe real traumas are going to effect earth before too long and it is time for everyone to put their house in order. Sad to say, many of my own family members don’t read what I write here because they are off the grid, and probably would not read it even if they were hooked up to the internet. So my problem is how to rope them in, so to speak.
I watched the movie, God is not Dead, last night. It was watchable, but just barely because of the arguments presented. The young boy’s arguments for God were excellent and accurate. Other than that, as usual, the people who talk about God in movies sound as if they have been brainwashed. It is for this reason I seldom watch this type of movie. Yet, it got me to thinking about being neglectful and how I should go about teaching about God beyond these web pages. I know God exists because God called me to stand before him once. I assume I am one of the few lucky ones for reasons only God knows.
I want to do what is right but am uncertain how. I told Jesus once that I could not go to heaven without all the members of my family joining me. “You should get busy,” he said jokingly. He then assured me that he would work on the problem, that there was time yet, and that their minds would eventually change. His words relieved my worry somewhat, or did he mean that I needed to help. I would, but I don’t know how.
I
notice that the subject of God seldom comes up in most normal conversations, at
least where I roam. Is it that God is not an interesting topic for most people
or too personal? My quandary is how to bring up the subject of God without
sounding like a fanatic, putting people off, or starting an argument. How can I
convince others that they must learn to know Jesus. I
would prefer to leave this problem to Jesus and the angels, but, like it or not,
I strongly believe that all of us, at this point in time, need to pitch in.
This writing seems too personal for the web, and I wouldn’t have included it
except that I strongly suspect others share in this same quandary: How can we other family members believe in
Jesus.
It may be
that circumstances will provide the opening I and others need, that world
events will get more people to begin talking about God, that fear for life and
limb, like being on the proverbial sinking ship, will finally wake people up
enough to ask—what gives. Then it will be our job to tell them.
3/18/15
I felt full of great love and wanted to share it after
meeting on the glowing mountain top. I also have been feeling worthless lately and
needed a boost of self like. What better way to like yourself than to do
something for another person. I live alone and don’t have many people to
interact with except some children who come over to draw, but walking with
Jesus in spirit fulfills my need to interact and help others. All it takes is a
quick look around to find someone in distress. This has little to do with area
or place because spirit isn’t limited but I think my job is here in the
So I reached out and found a young black man, all bones and energy, so much energy he was bouncing on his feet with anger and upset. I didn’t know why the upset but assumed it was probably a girl problem. I got the impression that he was about to do something rash and hurtful to himself and others. He was almost rocking as if about to jump into something. I went up to him filled with God energy. I pushed out this energy and wrapped him as if in a huge cloak and kept winding it around him, over and over, like multiple hugs. And finally I just covered him in light until he was wrapped inside a cocoon of love and peace and calmness.
It seemed to work. He suddenly sat down and put his hands to his face. He shuddered as if to throw off all the heated emotion that had been building up inside him. I held on to him for a while to him stay calm. It is my hope that I had caught him at a cliff edge and kept him from falling off.
When I
finally left him, Jesus agreed with me that my effort was effective. I know
Jesus keeps telling me I will heal people and I had the sudden insight that
here in