10/2/05
This writing is an apology to you, my grandchildren and their children, for the world we have bequeathed to you. You must feel great dislike for us or think of us as indulgent, foolish people. You are right. Unless there is a drastic change, our behavior will flood the land, shift the ocean currents, change the weather, and fill the air with sickness. Our own bible, Revelation, serves as a warning to us, a warning we didn’t heed. Now you must pay the price for that selfishness.
I just read
an article in Discover Magazine[1]
that states truthfully that even if we could revert half our energy needs to
alternate energy right now; it won’t help the earth because four fifths of the
population, which includes
We could have made better choices twenty years ago, but that was also when the enemy of earth intensified its own agenda of expanding people’s need for excess, as if it was time for a party before the ship goes down. Our enemy knows very well what it is doing because it is from our future or knows it. It also my be your enslavers, but I deeply hope not.
Jesus has
taken me to visit a potential future
A few scientists, Klaus Lackner, for instance, are developing ways to scrub the carbon dioxide out of the atmosphere. If we can do this, then all might be well. That is the easy way, the hard way is the possibility that a large earthquake, as predicted in Revelation, will change the face of the earth so much that most industrialization will cease. If this is in our future, it is beyond our ability to know.
I am not sure what happened to make the land and air better in the future I went with Jesus. Perhaps the people had survived great upheavals and finally settled down once more. This is the impression I got.
If this is true, then perhaps you are well. Perhaps you have not been consumed by such an evil leader as I imagine. Perhaps you are content and strive for happiness without self-indulgence. Perhaps by your time, hedonistic hoarders are seen as decadent. Perhaps you sorrow for us because we were so blind and ignorant.
I see you judging us like we have judged people in our past. We call the people of the middle ages superstitious and ignorant, and call the hunters who killed off the carrier pigeon and buffalo shortsighted and stupid. I believe you will see our age as very narrow minded and strange because so many people believe only in the facts of science. If our science can’t measure it then it doesn’t exist. I want you to know that not all of us think like that. Many of us believe in a higher order even if we can’t see it.
So once more I apologize for the state of the world as you inherited from us. I share with you what I have learned over the years about God, Jesus and angels and the human species’ ability to expand beyond itself as a gift to make up for what we have taken from you. My dream is that the writings will last through the many cataclysms or long years of struggle. My dream is that all my imagined woes I imagine you have inherited from us did not happen or are corrected by the time you read this. I believe you will read this. So please remember that I love you. I have dedicated this writing and all my fiction books to you, and my heart.
10/4/05
I meditated this morning and then walked with many other people as we pulled a blanket of light around the world. While the light covered the earth, I went around sending out my own light from the Source to the people I love and others. Doing so helped me realized that the light we give off is an aura of love. It is as if life itself were dependent on this spark that flows from each of us--and it is. We all begin life with a spark of God within us that can grow along with us. My own feelings of love intensified within the light as I walked around the world, and no wonder, it is total love pouring out from God.
Later, I told Jesus and Y that I would like to travel someplace this morning. I didn’t get called to work so I have the whole day to write and think and visit. Y told me that I could join their group. A large group had gathered already inside the sky tunnel getting ready to walk towards the opening.
I needed to remind myself that time a very loose concept within the sky tunnel. It is like the circles of light that are constantly ongoing. I smiled as I noticed a few people I was familiar with, but many were strangers. It felt odd to walk with a large group but exhilarating just the same. I was delighted to join in wherever they were going.
I had no idea where we would go or what I would see when I got there. We all followed the person who had made the choice through the rings. At first everything looked mixed and blurred until the colors coalesced into regular shapes and forms. I found that we had stepped onto a stony hillside with mountain ranges in the distance. Where we stood it was mostly low laying hills with scattered grass and boulders with a path running between the tall hills. The fauna seemed scarce in the area with only a few plants, but we could see grassy, forested slopes on the mountain.
We were drawn to an unpainted wooden house, small with a porch on two sides. I noticed a long tub hanging on the side and other tools, large and small. People were out side on the other side of the house, far down the grassy slope. They were taking care of strange looking sheep. One person was running her hand through the sheep’s hair. Another was doing something at the feed or water trough.
The people were completely human looking, so I didn’t know if we were on earth, and if so, which earth, present or past. I looked closely at a bush near the path as we walked by, but I am not a botanist so wouldn’t know an earth bush from a non-earth one. It felt like earth, so I decided it didn’t matter and just follow the group. We would see what we see.
We kept walking down the path and saw a small town ahead of us. A few people were walking outside the wooden buildings. Most of the people wore pants, but a few women wore long dresses, which I thought might help me put a date where we were on earth. I was wrong but didn’t know it yet.
We stood and walked around the town for a few minutes before heading back up into the hills. The town probably was too small to be called a town. It was just a group of wooden buildings that looked to have been thrown together to serve a specific purpose. So far we could have been anyplace on mountainous earth beneath a cloudy blue sky.
We walked back to the same house that we started from but this time we went inside to look around. The inside was empty of people, but there was something in the center of the living room that surprised all of us.
A wide silver spiral was rising out of the floor and reaching up the ceiling, but never getting there. It was like a turning barber’s pole. I was certain it was an optical illusion of some kind. The spiral shelves were as wide as I am and filled with an assortment of strange items. I wondered if this was some kind of travel device, an entertainment center, both or nether.
By now, I suspected we weren’t on earth, at least in our present. I got the impression from Jesus that these people chose to live as they do, with hard work close to nature. Yet, if that moving spiral was an entertainment or travel center, they could take a rest from chores when ever they wanted.
Jesus suggested that the people were living life with great pleasure that recognized life as a gift from God. What a beautiful way to spend life. Imagine having it all: A beautiful planet with clean air, abundant forest, wide open space, and simplicity mixed in with technology. I think a lot of people would envy them. I left, still uncertain if we had visited a future earth or far away planet. I am certain though, that those people walked in God’s light.
note- I read that the price of heating gas is going up 40 to 60% and the reason given is hurricane Katrina and Rita. We will all need to grin and bare it and hope we can pay our bills because we have no choice, but we could also keep in mind that the prices will go down next year because there won’t be another Katrina. So, sure, we can tolerate a temporary raise in price for one year. ha. That was a joke. Does anyone believe the prices will ever go down again, hurricane or not?
10/9/05
Those of us who are spiritually minded and have a nodding acquaintance with each other may be put on the carpet for some reason in the near future, but that reason will be false. I believe it happened the first time around, but the angels are trying to prevent it's happening this time. Not sure what kind of trumped up reason anyone could find, I don’t even know who the people are I nod at in the sky. I don’t know their names nor anything about them except they are like minded and have great empathy for the people of earth. A few who I communicate with often, I am familiar with, but few others; and if I don’t know names, I know personalities. I think I see or image people in a more perfect way then they truly are on earth. The reason I think this is because I have been told that I looked young and attractive.
I wonder if it takes a spiritual outlook to be able to talk mind to mind or is it a genetic trait that anyone can learn? I don’t know. I question if great spirituality is needed because a few years ago one of the terrorists contacted me, mind to mind. I assumed it was bin L because he was in the news at the time, but I didn’t know; names are not relevant in this kind of contact.
That person poured out a large spiel of anger and cause at me, but though I found it compelling, I was able to discount much of it. A lot of the complaints were true, yet I usually can see both sides vividly. This has been my bane and salvation many times. No matter if some of it did make sense, that doesn't mean a person can deliberately end lives for their cause. There may be a case where a person needs to lash out for self protection, but the terrorists have went far beyond such excuses. But how did this person, who ever it was, know to speak to me? How was it able to use mind to mind communication? Or did it use some other method? I don’t know.
Everyone knows there is such a thing as a Satan and an Assembly of Satan, well many of us do. We all accept that people are influenced by evil, but no one asks how this influence takes place. How does evil draw us? What mechanism does it use to tempt us? How does it call to us? If what I have come to understand is true, it is not a pretty picture.
Does it come packaged with our birth as a corner of darkness inside us? Or is it merely that corner of dark that the enemy uses against us? Is it from the olden fake-gods who have tormented humans during their whole existence? Or does it come from our future, a future filled with more capable technology? Does it put a nano wire inside our heads to communicate with us now, or has it don’t so for eons? How could we know? We can only now contemplate such a possibility.
It wasn’t until I heard the reading for Sunday in church and thought about it later that I understood how this is all God's plan. It doesn’t mean that God will lift the veil some day, it means that God is lifting the veil now. The veil is lifting through our knowledge of science, new readings of the bible, Jesus current messages to us, and even imaginative ideas from science fiction stories. All of this combined helps to God lift the veil of illusion off us. No wonder Satan is up in arms and angry. Its time runs down and is almost certainly over.
I am afraid we still have much trauma to live through before it ends, but it will end. God is the ultimate creator and shaper of the universe. The enemy has caused the people of earth to become misshapen and crooked, but God is on his way to us now. God will straighten what the enemy has bent. It is time for Satan to find a place to run to.
10/9/05
The reading from the Old Testament was very informative if you dare think about it in a modern way. In part it reads:
Isa 25:6 The LORD of hosts will prepare a lavish banquet for all peoples on this mountain; A banquet of aged wine, choice pieces with marrow, And refined, aged wine.
Isa 25:7 And on this mountain He will swallow up the covering which is over all peoples, Even the veil which is stretched over all nations.
The bible agrees with the idea of dark verses light if God will remove the dark that covers us. Here the bible speaks of it as a covering such as a veil. It reconfirms what I have learned regarding the illusion we live under and maybe even the darkness we see in space. I have been to a universal space that did not have darkness.
This illusion wouldn’t matter greatly except that the enemy walks within it and uses it to manipulate us. With our minds often clouded by human weakness, it can easily turn us away from the truth and towards its own agenda.
Ah, what is this truth? I am almost afraid to say, and maybe for the same reason our government dares not say. Since 9/11 I have read as much as I could about the government’s search for the false prophet and other terrorists. I have watched on the side lines while the government became more secretive and cautious about who is put where and who would read certain papers.
I can't help wondering if they have found invaders too. Perhaps they have experienced the same as I have, abet on a smaller scale. If so, then they are finding truths they would rather not find and looking for invaders they dare not admit to because they don’t have any legal proof that they exist.
Most of the anomalies I found I have already written about in these notes, so I won't repeat them. I have also found many truths in the bible and Revelation that explain what is going on, but this too, does not provide proof. Our legal system is not set up to put satan on trial, no matter how many deaths can be attributed to it.
But Imagine out government if this satan got into its inner sanctum of computers? Imagine if they experience missing folders and papers. Imagine if they get also find alarms turned off? Maybe they have come to the same conclusion I have, or perhaps not. Certainly, they must know something strange is going on, and since 9/11, it has become imperative to find out what that something is.
What they may be discovering is that a few terrorist leaders are not what they portend to be, that they have become something else, that some other mind has invaded the terrorist’s minds or took over specific people. They may be discovering that there is a connection around the world of these leaders, that the invaders from the same cradle, so to speak. Have they also discovered that these invading minds come from the future? or are they looking even now for them?
The only
protection from these invaders or prying eyes or mind infection or whatever
they are seems to be a strong belief in God, Jesus, angels, saints, or the light.
Remember in the New Testament when Jesus send his apostles out to spread his
message. What he was doing also was taking a survey of how many or which areas
were greatly infected by the invaders. That there were invaders back then, I
have no doubt. They were instrumental in putting Jesus to death a few days
after the people in
This same
thing happened before in the Old Testament when the angels came to visit
So back to the truth? Most of us don’t need to confront this enemy, so why worry about truth? I worry because we can be turned so easily away from the battle. Remember this battle is not like any other, this battle is between hearts and souls as well as bodies. We know what the enemies goal is, to destroy us. We dare not let that happen.
Thankfully, not everything predicted in Revelation comes true, angels have worked hard to prevent many things from happening as predicted. But there are three definite items that have and will happen as predicted, and very soon. One, the beast has been captured, two, the false prophet will be captured very soon, three, this will cause our main enemy to loose its right hand man and the Satan of this age will go down as well.
One of the highest angels spoke to me yesterday and revealed these things to me. What the glowing angel said was, “The false prophet will be stopped soon.”
For us, this means we and our earth has hope where once it did not according to Revelation. It means that our enemies can still do us damage, but their time is almost up. They will be stopped because many people are finding their own strength to over come the taunts and pulls of the enemy and always have. Thousands of angels as pre-scouts are out there helping too. Thank you God.
10/12/05
Right now,
I am very thankful to have a home to sleep in and hot water for a shower and
food because it seems that so many people have lost their own simple pleasures
in the last year due to the tsunami, the hurricanes Katrina and Rita, and now a
powerful earthquake in
I suspect there are greater disasters in our future but I don’t want to dwell on them right now. I wish I could do more for the people who are in horrible distress, but what can I do? Let us all be thankful that our government and the Red Cross and other groups are capable and willing to help.
I prefer to write about a visit with Jesus, so this evening I sit outside because it is warm and quiet in my back yard. I brought out my notebook because an angel nudged me to do so. Of course, I should always bring a notebook out with me. I haven’t been doing that as much this year as other years.
I asked Jesus if we could travel someplace tonight. Amazing that Jesus is always there when I speak to him. This must have to do with his ubiquitous presence all around the earth. (Just today after I asked him and he admitted to me that he performs a million miracles a day for us, miracles that we never notice.) Our minds can’t easily grasp such a notion that Jesus mind could be many places at once on earth and in the universe. It helps to think of the universe as consisting of nothing but mind, the mind of God, God as the ground of everything, then we can think of our own minds mingling and interacting in this broad stream of consciousness. Still not easy to imagine, but I try.
Well, too much for me to think about right now. But I suspect Jesus tapped into this universal ocean of God's mind long ago and even we may have the potential to do so one day. Jesus has promised as much. Well, enough of dreams. Are my travels with Jesus dreams? I used to ask this question. Now I know the answer. They can be considered such, but the dreams reside in the mind of God which makes them as real as anything else. Jesus is trying to teach me in that I too can become physical when we travel; if I do, then what of this dream stuff? Even with a hundred lessons, I can't think I will be able to do it.
Jesus broke into my thinking just then to say, “You will learn.”
I trust that Jesus knows better than I. As it is, I still can't even remember to hold the spark of light inside my head like I should all the time. I forget, which explains how I can still be picked on by the enemy. Enough of that too. Right now I just want to go to a cool place, smell flowers, and bask in beauty.
So we did. Jesus, Y and myself stood on the mountain side amid green fauna, tiny wild flowers, and a stream of water running off rocks on the side of the mountain. High mountain peaks stood in mist in the distance. This was slightly different place than usual and reminded me of the movie setting for The Sound of Music. The emerald green and blue sky that surrounded us is such a perfect combination of color that it was breathtaking. I breathed in a large lungful of fresh air beneath a blue sky. But I must have imagined it because I wasn’t physical, no matter how fresh it seemed.
Our friends W and the prophet joined us inside the sky tunnel. Jesus turned to me and asked where I wanted to go, just before we stepped through the floating rings of the sky tunnel. My first thought was of a scene I’d seen many times on television, the tall ginger-red stands of rock I'd seen in America's west. I thought it would be nice to see them up close. But even as I wondered if we could use the tunnel to travel to other places on earth, we were suddenly there next to a tall mound of straight standing rock colored with all the hues of earth and strewn boulders at its feet.
I walked up to the pile of rubble and quickly jumped up on the fallen boulders to stand next to the tall standing rock. I wouldn’t have been able to do this if I was in physical form.
The rock was red, orange, yellow and blue with veins of darker and lighter colors mixed in. I love rock and this was an absolute joy to me. I felt like hugging the rock and did. Impossible as a normal human but not as spirit. I thought about it for a minute, but couldn’t think of any reason to become physical, even if I could. Why expand the energy?
Jesus spoke then and said, “I want you to be able to do so. There will come a time when you will need the ability to become physical.”
I decided to try for Jesus and reached down to touch the rock at my feet. My finger felt the sharp edge of hardness on a small broken off piece of stone. When I moved my finger, the stone slid out of place and tumbled down the mound.
I was shocked. Quickly, I jumped back in spirit form, if I hadn't been before. Only my hand had become physical for a moment, as far as I could tell. I laughed. If I ever truly learn this trick, I'll need to invent a whole new language just to describe it. Well, maybe not, science fiction writers have done most of it already.
I turned to Y. to ask him if he could already become physical if he chose. He smiled at me because he already knew what I was going to ask him. Of course, he had learned how to change from a spiritual visitor into a physical one, self control in mind and body is a large part of his life, but not in mine. So I didn’t finish my question.
The prophet
who came with us into the tunnel is probably expert at transporting his body too,
in fact, he did it the first time we met. But I suspect that W, the holy man
from the
I thought it interesting that when my hand became physical enough to touch and roll the tiny stone, I didn’t feel extra energy run through my body.. This would be a pleasant way to feel the heat of the sun on my body, but dare I try? I would like to feel the reality of this stark and spare place and awesome in its hint of danger. But I chose not to attempt it at this time. Maybe because of fear? Not sure. So I shrugged my apologies to every one and settled for my ghostly view of the grandeur of the deep colored rocks and sand bleached white by the sun. Maybe next time.
10/20/05
When I thought to write this and as I began doing so, Jesus said, "That is a good piece of writing."
I hope he is right.
I keep remembering the lesson I earned the other Sunday when I read that God would lift the veil or cover off humanity. My interpretation was correct but what strikes me now is how often I forget the same lesson. I need to keep reviewing the knowledge in my head because like everyone else, I still expect God to reach his hand down and lift up that veil too.
Most people learn to understand at some point that God will not actually reach his hand down to earth, in a visual manner anyway. No, God does his works through us and that is the lesson I need to keep reviewing. We all know this yet we continue to wait for some kind of magic to fall down from the sky.
We should ask why we wait for God to do something miraculous when we are the miracle. We have the ability to choose or reject any gift, even from God. We don't need to be good unless we want to follow that path. If this is true, then how could even God wave a magic wand to force changes that some people would reject?
Well, the world is fixable, but not by God waving a magic wand. It is only fixable through a change of heart, all our hearts. It is heart that Jesus stressed because a change of heart is the only way to bring about great changes on earth. The opposing force of dark may already be making big changes, but against all of us. It is my belief that the dark minds are causing the recent disasters on earth.
When I read about God lifting the veil I understood that it is God who helps further scientific knowledge, God who helps us learn knowledge of our surroundings. Science is lifting the veil. The Bible Code is lifting the veil. My readings on the New Testament are lifting the veil. Those of us who travel with Jesus are lifting the veil. My talks with Jesus are lifting the veil. Any enlightened and spiritual society is lifting the veil.
All this because God is the ground of all being. Everything comes from God. We are the doers amid his background and presence. Truly we are actors on a stage inside of God's dream. Have we misplaced our part? Or has someone else taunted us into reworking it.
For some reason, it is easer to remember and understand the opposite end of the lesson. We can all agree that evil works its wiles from within. We easily accept that evil actions are worked out through individuals, that we are the actors.
Why can't we also understand that it is up to us to act out God's wishes too? When God says he will do something, why do we suddenly think that it doesn't also require our own efforts. Is it easier to sit back and say, “Let God do it?”
The truth is that if we want better, we need to grow and nurture it. God will give us the slave, but we must apply it.
It is like the story of the drowning man who tells the rescue boat to go away because he is waiting for God who will save him. The man forgot it was God who sent the boat.
All this leads up to understanding that if God is helping take away the cover that blinds us, then we are the ones working hard at pushing through the illusion. Human knowledge is growing quicker than most people can keep up with. This coincides with God's wish to lift that veil. One day as we increase our understanding, we may also learn to see as Jesus sees, to see beyond the factual evidence and into the realm of the enlightened mind. If we follow Jesus we take a step further into a different, higher reality. God gave us minds full of great potential that we haven’t begun to use yet.
Jesus showed me the people on the new earth who can use their minds fully, not because they are special, but because they live a different kind of life. They are able to travel mentally in the universe. We have the same potential because as Jesus said, "They are ordinary humans."
If they can do it, so can we eventually. We have already begun when we walk in the light and send it out to other people. We have already begun when we pray for other people, when we are kind, when we are thoughtful, when we give love, care, concern. We know all the good qualities that make us super human. Now, the angels are here to help us and God is looking down to insure that we take the right steps toward a new enlightenment, a world without the veil of darkness.
10/21/05
While
meditating this morning and joining in the circles of light, I thought of the
traumas in
I learned something important this morning while thinking about the tragedy. I learned that the repercussions, the sorrow and pain, can reach further into reality then we have ever imagined. This idea caused me to feel great empathy for those mothers who had died without their children or the children searching and still trying to cling to mothers. Some mothers and children are still in pain, dead and alive. Imagine how those mothers must feel if they are spirits who can’t pick up their crying babies. Their agony must be so great they would turn away heaven for a few more minutes with them. I know this is possible because I would do the same.
It is not something we usually consider, the idea that other levels above and below this world space might feel the effects of the disaster too. I know most people only see one level, but there are many, even if we can’t touch them. I have learned to see and touch them at times and so I began to see the disaster as cries rising like dark smoke up into the sky, beyond our own reality and into more. I wonder what effect the last fifteen years of more frequent and severe disasters are having above us and below? It is just something to think about. Could the idea also help us find a rational for what is happening? Because I suspect none of us truly know.
I tried to assure those mothers who I could communicate with that we will do all we can for their babies. The world will not forget to help. I pray the rescuers will get there quicker than before. I assured those who I could find wandering and sobbing for lost children that, “We will get there. We can’t stand to see a child damaged and without help. All the world loves children and we will love yours.
That is what I said as I hugged as many souls in need as I could find, alive and dead. Still, I don’t know for sure if I did any good, and the written description of my effort makes it sound better than it was. The real workers are most valuable and capable; they need all the support we can give.
On a personal level, I have been in a trough and needed to climb out. Thankfully, I have Jesus and Y, and W, and the Prophet and others who join in the circle to help pull me out. They are all more self disciplined than I am and loose their way less often. I have begun to realize that I am no longer predominantly a mother, grandmother, or artist; what I am now is a solder for God in this defining battle. This is who I am and I should expect that the enemy will try to undermine any trench I think I have dug. Guess I don’t dig them deep enough. I need to learn some of that self discipline.
I can’t remember if I wrote about the time a few weeks ago where I went to visit a young monk and he invited me to join him while he meditated. The light that bloomed from his meditation was so beautiful to see I felt like crying. This monk was very young so he couldn’t be very experienced or wise in the ways of the world, yet his light was grand. His training must have been superior to most of us, and it shows what can be done with good training. I wish all children could get some training in methods of meditation along with the other self disciplines they are supposed to be learning. This is a long term goal that I believe will one day change the social world of earth.
10/22/05
All of a sudden, I have had an amazing breakthrough of ideas in the last few days. Last night I got so excited with the new idea that I jumped up and began to pace around the room. The new idea is still so beautiful I can’t contain it and so decided to share it on this web site.
It happened like this:
I was
thinking of writing a check for
I took him at his word and imagined a number of people putting checks into their mailbox. Thinking about it later, I began to worry. I asked Jesus, “How is this different from what the enemy does? If I can give people an idea by willing it, isn’t that a form of manipulation?”
Jesus asked me, “How did you see the people putting checks in the mail.”
I thought about it, “I saw arms made of light with letters dropping into mail boxes.”
Jesus said, “The light makes the difference.”
Suddenly I knew exactly what he meant. When the enemy (there are a number of them but I use the singular for writing ease) wants people to read a certain magazine so it can collect more wealth, it will use a dark shadow image to do so. Perhaps on a gray background, the enemy may put the image of dark shadow people reading the magazine they have chosen. The enemy uses the dark to push us into doing what we might not want to do ordinarily.
My use of the light image was just the opposite; I used the light to as an inspiration. Perhaps more people wrote checks for a cause that day. The difference is obvious. We can all understand that if I were to use God’s light to try to push people into buying the book I wrote, it would be wrong. The reason is that the effort would be self-serving; the only one to benefit would be me. That makes it wrong. Contrarily, the enemy uses the darkness to push people in directions it chooses for purposes that serve only the enemy.
This is an interesting point and I learned a lot but it wasn’t the real idea breakthrough. I remembered a place Jesus and Mary took me to one time, a planet that they said was the only place in the universe that showed the true nature of opposites on worlds. On one side of the planet, built almost like a platform? All the fauna or life forms were in full light and on the under-side, all the forms were in full dark. It was amazing in that the differences were so definite.
Still in the thinking mode, I began to wonder what the earth looks like as it moves through space, which to us looks like darkness. If we take a single object on earth and watch its trajectory through the universe, what kind of pattern would we see? I didn’t know but I thought we would need to take into consideration the movement of the earth around the sun, and the sun’s movement around the Milky Way Galaxy, and its movement through space, etc. I imagined that the trajectory, as it twirled through the ether of the universe, might look like a spiral.
Then I combined the idea of opposites. The image I saw was of a lighted world and a dark world twirling in opposition to each other as they travel in a spiral through the universe. The image resembled a strand of DNA, and why not? Since DNA is a basis for all life, why not worlds too? I don’t mean actual DNA but a movement or system that imitates life, or life imitates the universe, a twisting spiral.
I kept thinking about opposites such as I saw on that strange planet, opposites as in black against white and remembered the yin yang symbol, the circle, half-black, half white, with small circles enclosed in opposite ends. Imagine the yin yang symbol spinning through space like earth. Imagine someone sticking a pin into the center of that symbol and giving it a spin. Suddenly, the black and white would disappear into a spinning gray. I laughed out loud at this thought. Then jumped up and started pacing so I could think better. This was delicious.
Someone
back in
The symbol had two small balls of opposite color within each side so if you were to spin the symbol it would be like two opposing worlds run together. Our earth does have a twin, but both earths are intermixed, hence darkness verses the light, both different ends of a morality scale.
The whole mix blends into steel gray then pops out however we draw upon it. I am concerned that it has been growing darker in spots, and I believe that dark can cause the more intense disasters we have seen lately, whether directly or indirectly. To prevent more disasters, we need only bring in more light from our psyches into the world.
Therefore, I conclude that the earth truly is like the yin yang symbol spinning in space, our twin earth entwined and interlocked as we move through the events that make up our lives. Somehow, there is a lesson in here as to how the enemy uses us, and also, how we can best that enemy.
What are the actual methods used by the enemy? I am not sure, but witches spells and voodoo come to mind. The reason is that they take or maim other people, the direct opposite of giving and sharing. Also, I might add, opposite of what Jesus taught us. Somehow, looking at earth society as it is now, we can see that the dark had taken over much of it and the only way to get it back is to undo the selfishness that pervades much of our business practices and personal lives. I have a lot of work to do and so do you, so lets get started.
10/28/05
If an important
French intellectual can travel through
A joke
played upon us by the enemy, no doubt, yet, many people fall for this trick.
The drive for false worth worms into our minds when actually it isn’t money
that most of us want but security and happiness. The problem is that we think
money will give us every happiness, but just ask a those who have it in
abundance how their family had been torn by greed or how they have to protect
themselves from wolves all the time, or the feelings of guilt. Well, I don’t
really know because I can’t walk in their shoes, but I suspect an over abundance
of money is almost as bad as the lack of it. Both extremes are detrimental to
our human drive for happiness. Certainly a blind drive for money by our
government leaders tends to unbalance our values and flip
That seems
to be happening in
Never mind being frightened of the bird flu, just yet, first we need to be frightened of the mind flu that has infected too many people already. During this type of infection the person becomes mean spirited and selfish. We all know what a person of mean spirit is like because we have all felt selfish at some point in our own life. But the infection that has hit in the last 20 to 30 years tends to take over a person completely, until they no longer care or think about anyone else except themselves. Yes, I believe many in congress have been infected.
What is causing this infection or pushing it? Where does it come from? It doesn’t matter greatly whether this mental flu comes from people in the future, from our old nemeses Satan, , or invaders from space. What matters most is getting rid of this horrible bug that has wormed itself inside too many people.
I think that most people that are infected have only a superficial layer of infection at first, but as it sinks in deeper, the personality and character of the infected person begins to change dramatically. A person who once enjoyed giving, will stop enjoying such an act and then stop giving all together, a person who loves children will stop loving children, a person who serves all of their population will begin to serve only themselves, a person will suddenly steal or cheat because they must have more, a person will come to believe other people of less status are less worthy…but you get the picture.
Lately, many disasters have occurred and so the government needs to stretch its budget to accommodate the people caught up in these disasters. Common sense demands belt tightening. We all understand this because many of us have been through such measures in our personal lives. So tighten the belt, but who’s belt? That is the million dollar question. Will congress tighten up their the doubled up perks? Will they tighten their own paychecks? Will they search for excess in government to tighten?
So far, no, it looks as if they intend to pull the belt tight on the waist of ordinary, working hard, every day ordinary people who are already struggling to pay bills, especially heating bills. They tighten our belts, but leave their own. In doing so, they set themselves up above normal people as more worthy of life than we are. Yet, we elected them into office.
Personally, I want the person I elect to congress to represent who I am. I want someone who has struggled to pay bills at some point in their life, someone who has stood in the supermarket checkout and wondered if they bought too much food, someone who has chosen not to buy a luxury item because the old one still works, someone who has made decisions that save the environment. I also want a representive who will question what is happening on the earth today with the more intense disasters that keep coming our way. In short, I want a true representave who reflects the majority of the population, not someone who thinks they have been elected to kingship. We voted against that type of government two hundred years ago.
Need to write something I have been avoiding for a while, those disasters that no one seems to want to look into too deeply. They are there and getting worse. Hurricanes have increased in number and intensity, earthquakes have also increased in severity, tornadoes I don’t know if there has been an increase or not, weather has become more severe in all seasons and breaking records all around the world. More fires occur in the western states, more mud slides, more floods, more… It seems that the whole of western civilization and world will need to begin talking about change soon, or the disasters will continue unabated. We must stop, but I guess it takes getting hit over the head a few more times.
What I personally believe is going on is that some people, our infected selves and the enemy who invades us, are spreading such darkness around that the dark is affecting the usually well oiled mechanism of the planet. All of us carry some blame, the poor much less than the affluent, but most of the liability sits in the lap of those who are infected with that flu that keeps feeding upon itself. It may be greater threat than the bird flu that is coming. Our recent problems are all tied up in the darkness of the soul. What is killing us, ours own psyches.
One day, after we get through this trial of multiple errors, if we do, we will call those people who hoarded it all, buffoons. Silly fearful people who had to load their end of the boat so heavy with stuff that it tipped over. They will go down through history as the elite upper class who destroyed civilization as we know it. Maybe bombs eventually, but it is greed that will turn them on. Our children’s children will look back like we look back at Nero’s and Caesar’s and the dark middle ages.
Their sin in hoarding it all is that they not only deprive other people of having what is needed, they also deprive all people everywhere of having a future. I would say they act like children, but I love children and the children I know are generous and giving. Better to just say that, in their fear, they are no longer sane.
Imagine what God sees as he looks down upon the earth from the Armanda of worlds coming our way, or what his scouts see. They see piles of personal treasure built up like fake mountains in various places on earth. Treasure kept in banks, governments, but also by those who are afraid they can’t make it into the future. I would tell you, but Jesus already did, for the rich to get to heaven it is like a camel trying to squeeze through the eye of a needle.
In order to fit on those worlds that follow God, a person will need to be able to share everything, to love everyone, to do no harm to anyone, to release the concept of ownership, and to love God more than your own body. If you don’t have such a depth of love within you then it is time to begin sowing the seed. I admit I still lack such depth, but I know it as my constant goal. This is the reason, I believe, we have been given life, to learn the lesson of togetherness and love so we can join God.
10/29/05
The angels told me this morning, and Jesus smiled as they said it, that. “It is turning around.” What they meant is that some of the tragedies that befell the people in their past have not happened yet on earth and may not.
I said, “Thanks to you,”
“No, thanks to humans,” they said.
They meant their words to all of us who try to make this a better world. I was about to disagree but then realized what they were trying to tell me. In the form that they have come back to earth as—spirit or almost ghost-like beings, they can’t produce great effect in our physical world; besides, earth is so huge and full of complex events that even if someone were physically powerful they couldn’t do it all, that includes the devil or we would be in far worse shape than we are now.
They say their own effect is minor, but our involvement has great effect upon the earth. Remember, they have told me they came here from the far future, with Jesus, from another planet to rescue us. Jesus rescued them from a very horrible earth.
I don’t know how long they have been around trying to turn things around, but I thank them for all they have done. I think they work through receptive minds when they can, throwing out ideas that can be turned into movies or books. A soft mental push of light may be the most interaction they can accomplish in our world. I don’t know and I doubt if they can explain it to me more clearly. I do know that they have our well-being in mind.
10/29/05
I will never stop following Jesus, Ghandi, and Martin Luther King’s example of non-violence. Never will I pick up a machine gun to mow people down if they disagree with me, even if it think they are the ones destroying the world. The great men I just mentioned moved more people by peaceful protest than any terrorist ever moved them with guns. We should all keep that in mind.
10/30/05
Went into the sky tunnel this morning before church. I saw Jesus and Y there with a long stream of people walking towards the end of the tunnel. I was surprised but Jesus said it is getting popular. He said that they go in single and with groups. So while I have been neglectful, other people have made up for my slack.
I am glad so many have found the tunnel and light. I suspect that my own moods and desires are attacked with more force than most people because I write about my thoughts and actions. It puts me open to reversal or lassitude.
No matter. Jesus has told me once more this morning, I will always catch you if you fall.” Then he added, “I will never loose you.”
His belief in me made me feel good and I decide to go to Ribbon World this morning. Jesus wants me to try and become solid when I travel; I thought this would be the best place to try.
Jesus came with me as I joined the procession and followed the hooded people through their steps. The movement of the line and the hums are hypnotic and good for loosing oneself in the stream. Two of the Ribbon Gods flowed through my body and implied that they liked what they found. I didn’t know if I received any information from them or not, and won’t for a while.
Then Jesus took my hand and we walked out of the lake of liquid air and up the tall slope of bushes and trees that surrounded it. I wanted to see what was over the high ridge. We pushed through brush and suddenly, I head a twig snap.
Surprised, I looked down at the twig at my foot. It had broken in half. I picked it up, still dumbfounded by the sudden sound, and held up the raw broken end at my face. I looked at Jesus as if I needed an explanation, but I didn’t. For that single moment, I must have been a true physical person climbing up the slope. I don’t think I was now. The twig was fallen to the ground and I felt light as a feather once more. But I had done it, somehow. I forgot I wanted to see over the top and found myself back in my chair. The surprise was enough to send me reeling back with happiness.
I may not be so far behind, after all and should not worry. Besides, this is how we humans learn, like babies learning to walk. First they take a few steps forward, then stop for a while, then they begin walking better. I wonder if when we stop or go backwards, it is a form of reinforcement for what we accomplished before? Don’t know, but I feel that all is well.
10/30/05
I saw God this morning walking on earth. God was a golden, glowing giant that walked towards me, smiling. We must be doing well if God can step around on earth with a smile. It shouldn’t be a surprise that God can come to earth even though he also resides in a far away system of worlds. Jesus does it all the time. Perhaps God wanted to check out what Jesus said about us, that we are finding the light.
I have often wondered why the angels don’t stop the evil angels from influencing us, why they don’t just kill them, get rid of them, take them away. I got my answer the other day. They can’t. They are such gentile people that they no longer kill or maim anyone for any reason. Also, the evil angels work through us so it would be ourselves who would need to be stopped. But, I do think the angels are capable of taking specific influences off earth for healing. They have implied as much. Let’s hope that when I heard that we would catch the false prophet soon, it wasn’t just wishful thinking. That would be a good place to begin the cleaning up and healing of earth.
10/30/05
I need to add my own homage to Rosa Parks. Father Thomas did a fine job in his sermon this morning. I liked it when he suggested that God took her one act and expanded on it to make us see. God took her refusal as an act of such courage that he spread it around the world. We all own her a debt of thanks.
I have always felt slightly sorry for her. I saw photos of her standing with dignity and smiling at many functions and I always thought these acts to be as brave as her first. I mean, she must have disliked being the center of attention at functions, and only went because she knew people needed to see her. People needed to see and shake hands with the living symbol of their struggle to be complete in their own country. She allowed herself to be used as that symbol over and over until her death. Thank you again, Rosa Parks.