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This is the raw notes that I am currently writing about which include my talks and visits with Jesus, (I call them raw because I only give them one edit). I began writing these notes shortly before 9/11. I take out notes that are too personal or sensitive. The notes continue from the end of my book Traveling in Time and Space: A personal encounter with Jesus. Many of these words come directly from Jesus after he speaks to me; therefore, they can hold pertinent information for us in today’s complex world.

Current Notes

Two thousand years ago Jesus demonstrated human potential by his own actions

Jesus could know a person’s name and purpose at a first meeting.

He could detect thoughts before they were turned against him.

He could move in space, disappearing when necessary.

He could heal leprosy and other ailments.

He could detect when a person was wanting and in need of him.

He could heal a person’s spirit.

He could promise a person heaven.

He could see trouble before it came.

He could see his own future.

He could turn his own body into an energy receiver from heaven.

He could turn himself into a being of light.

He could visit with other visitors from heaven.

He knew where he came from and where he was going.

We are the recipients of his promise

Of course, his greatest demonstration was LOVE

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For those of you who wonder about Jesus here in today’s world--here is my understanding--Jesus came again “from the clouds,” but as we can understand today, he may have traveled near the speed of light from his home (or vacation) planet back to earth. He is the same age today as when he left 2,000 years ago. After he left earth “rising up into the clouds” he may have spent a few years recovering from the trauma or just visiting other worlds before deciding to come back to earth in physical form. (His physical form can look usual or like any type of person as he travels).

While he was physically absent, earth aged according to Einstein's formula. Jesus told me that Einstein’s theories were correct. The amount of time earth aged between visits would depend on how fast the spaceship traveled, if he traveled on a ship. A ship may not have been necessary for Jesus to come back to earth at this time, (or perhaps a few visits in between). I know this because of my own travels with Jesus in spirit. I have met many people in the future who traveled to a new planet in spirit and then became physical and homesteaded on that same planet. This will be one mode of travel people use in the far future but it will take super abilities that we don’t yet possess.

To sum up--Jesus, as a man, is walking and visiting all around the world today. It is also true that as he told us 2,000 years ago that ‘When you give a stranger water because they are thirsty, you have given me water and quenched my own thirst.’ This statement by Jesus’ can be understood to be both physically and spiritually true.

Feb 8, 2019

I watched the Mars movie/documentary again on Netflix where the first group of humans go to Mars to live (I think it was on regular television once also). The Mars group faces great disasters but at the end of the movie, because they find microscopic life, they are refinanced so can remain on Mars.

This reminds me when Jesus took me to Mars and showed me a tiny, living caterpillar-like being laying at the edge of a rock. This was about ten years ago. I wrote about it on this web site and I even think I added a drawing of the caterpillar. I remember that, as we looked at it, it seemed to disappear. In those few seconds, my impression was that it had stripes and seemed covered in armor.

Jesus told me that one of our rovers would run into a bit of life one day. It hasn’t yet, but I am ever hopeful because, at the time, Jesus also said, “There is larger life still living on the planet.”

I wonder if he was referring to fish still living in pools of water in underground caves. Certainly, no life as we understand it, could live on the surface of Mars today. According to Jesus, and our few trips there, Mars was once a thriving, living world much like earth is today.

What happened to make Mars lose its atmosphere? Jesus hasn’t told me. I speculate that thousands of years ago it was nudged out of its usual trajectory around the sun by something large. Just a guess. But, what I do understand from visiting many planets with Jesus, is that our basic DNA fills the universe along with our similar evolutionary traits. This is one reason I hope the Mars rover finds life soon. Such a find would prove to scientists that life can exist elsewhere, at least, in our own solar system. It would move biological science greatly forward.

Mars looks like it was hit by something

Feb, 18, 2019

The golden wave of love that we rolled across America this morning was higher than the tallest buildings, even in New York. This is where we started when we stepped down from the mountain top filled with God energy. As spiritual giants, we used that stored-up energy to push forward in a vertical line that we rolled across the whole nation. Light flowed from our radiant hands and from our hearts like flashlight beams through thick fog. Every breath we expelled curled outward like golden smoke that refreshed and sent an abundance of love into the air to touch on every soul. The wave of love we pushed forward was magnificent and beautiful to see. The whole nation looked buried in a golden ocean of love. Other’s from the group who met on the mountain top rolled this same wave across other nations.

Best photos I could find of golden water.

I went to a few specific people to surround them with extra love, as did each of the people who walked in the group. One person I went to was a relative who I know who is in poor health and deeply in need of prayer. Another person I surrounded with love is of low income, and like many in a similar situation, has a hard time getting to a part-time job. When people are down, the system seems rigged to keep them there. It takes supreme effort and strength just for some people to keep working as they try to provide for a family.

Many people in such dire situations don’t make it; they revert into depression or resort to drugs.  Just recently I read about tomato pickers in Florida who are greatly depressed because they have lost hope. This is why the economic system in America needs to be flipped upside down, and why I intend to vote for the most progressive candidate for president in 2020, which I expect will include The Green New Deal.  

We are all being effected by climate change, and probably half the people living in the United States are in need of financial help, a fourth of the people are in dire need. We need to change this. God cares about all those people our nation seems to shove under the rug as if they have no value; therefore, it is up to all of us Christians, Jews, Muslims, Buddhists, Sufis and people from every religion to care for these poorest of the poor.

It isn’t something we have a choice about. It is a direct decree from God and Jesus. So we need to change the system in America and around the world to reflect God’s wishes. We need to insist that everyone has their basic needs met so they can grow and prosper to the best of their ability. Maslow’s hierarchy of needs is still valid and just as necessary today, but it will take a lot of strong people to make it happen. No time to lose.

Feb 22, 2019

This morning felt so wonderful. What made it so was that after I hesitated with worry that my meditation wouldn’t be good enough. Jesus suggested that I look back down the mountain to the path. I did and saw the whole winding path filled with like-minded souls who filled every nook and cranny of the mountain as they climbed or walked to God’s holy summit.

At the top surrounded by the golden flame of love that never goes out, I stood and reached down to others as they arrived to help their spirit lift over the final top edge of the mountain top. Finally, we all stood looking up at the fiery light of pure love and let it absorb into our souls. There seemed to be thousands of us gathered upon the mountain. We were all in spirit form, minds that don’t take up any space at all. Our countless numbers reminds me of the long ago questions of “How many angels could stand on a pin head.” The answer, of course, is uncountable, just as our number today seemed uncountable.

After we felt our immaterial bodies swell up with more love than we could ever feel on our own, we left the mountain in huge groups to cover every ocean and land with the huge wave of love we had been given to help banish the dark shroud that is trying to overtake the land.

Our group began at the edge of NYC and moved westward. The love I shared with each person I encountered never diminished but seemed to expand and grow my spirit every time I shared love. I lifted a young child into the sky and he laughed with delight. Young children are most able to feel our presence. I surrounded a women who was working at a desk with love, a young black teenager whose eyes got big as I hugged him and then moved on. I swirled a cloud of love around another women walking on the sidewalk beneath a tall building. As I moved forward across the land pushing a wave of love, I singled out different people to hug.

Once in a while, I would look to my right and left and see the long line of other spirits pushing a giant wave of love in front and picking up people as an invitation to join the line of love. So many did join that it amazed me. One dark skinned man who was praying the rosary had a huge grin on his face as he began to walk with us. I also went to a man who was praying who was dressed as a Muslim. He also joined us as did a number of women. A great many people joined us this morning, while on the mountain and as we walked across the land, breathing out vapors of golden love with every breath that kept the huge love wave moving forward.

As a final, we each stood and saw the whole of earth blanketed in a flowing aura of love, more abundant love than any of us could do on our own. The whales and dolphins in the seas circled in delight and everyone felt their hearts glow with contentment at what our walk had achieved this morning.

Feb 27, 2019

After we gathered upon the mountain to receive a huge measure of God love, a number of us went to Washington DC to begin our love march this morning. As we did, I imagined grabbing giant slabs of dark that covered the land and lifting and throwing them to the side until they piled up like an ice dam. Then we rolled back the muck of deceit that covered the area to allow the light of God and truth penetrate the depths. Beautiful green blooms began to sprout and many souls smiled and glowed as a thick layer of love spread over the land like honey. Then we pushed the golden honey ocean over more of the country until it reached both edges of the continent.

It is vital to banish this darkness that is attempting to swallow the souls of earth. I suspect that whatever is causing this darkness is getting more active and desperate because God is near and its days are coming to a close. The best concrete way to fight against the dark is to lift everyone to a higher level of prosperity and joy in life. The news is filled with stories of despair and depression that overtakes many people because of their life circumstance, which usually implies lack of enough basic necessities for their well-being.

Every week I meet people who the government puts through a wringer just so they can get help to pay their utility bill. It saddens me to see people struggle because they have so little while people at the top of this nation swim in vast sums of money. For those at the bottom, one small mishap can undermine their ability to get help. If a person’s car won’t start or a child gets sick or a notice fails to arrive in time or any of a hundred things go wrong it can prevent a person from following the stringent rules set up by the system meant to help, but that can also cause hardship. People with money don’t face such difficulties, yet, it is people with money who make the rules.

This bothers me greatly. I would like to see the system change to include and enhance the betterment of all the people in our nation, not just a few. This is why I am a progressive democrat. I want to spread the wealth more equally around in this land of plenty. I thought of this as I spread God light this morning, so I went to a few major millionaires to give them love and hope. I believe love will encourage them to give back to the country that helped them make their millions. It should be an honor for ultra-wealthy people to pay a high tax.  

Still, it can hurt to give taxes to the government, we have all felt it. I suggest that those few people with great sums of money who are asked to pay the high 70% tax rate could get a say in how most of that tax is used. Imagine if a person’s high taxes specifically rebuild every bridge in their state, or remake a complete highway system so driverless cars could more easily use the road, or cover a whole town or city’s roofs with solar panels, or set up a wind tower in every town, or create thousands of good paying jobs in a specific area. I know many people with money contribute to infrastructure and education already, but with a tax that pulls in multiple billions, it can all be done on a grander scale than ever before all across the nation. Plus, the person would get fame enough as their name is associated with each vast infrastructure project.

Well, that is my dream, a dream that most progressive thinkers probably share. I know it would take many years for lives to improve at the bottom even with such an economic turn-around, but the sooner we begin the sooner it can be accomplished. Perhaps the United States of America can once again be a leader among nations and lead the way toward a better living style for all people.

March 1, 2019

The edited version of my poetry book, “People of the Cave,” is now available for sale. If you bought the unedited version, I will gladly reimburse you for it. If you didn’t buy the book already, I promise you a good time as you read this selection of often weird ideas and whimsy in poetry. I have no say in the price, which is $8.00 for the paperback and $2.99 for the kindle edition.

People of the Cave at Amazon

March 16, 2019

My mind has felt unsettled for the last few days because I was laid off from my job. After reflection, I began to realize that at 76 years old it is about time I rethink and begin a new phase of my life. One new avenue will be to meditate every day. Up until now, I only meditated on the days I didn’t work because I can only meditate in the morning. I am too restless in the evenings. Even after all these years of meditating, I still feel like an amateur compared to monks and nuns who seem able to keep prayer or meditation going for long periods of time. But as more people join the movement of spreading love and light around the world, even the least of us can make a valued impact.

I am sure the thousands of souls who marched around the globe this morning made a valued impact. Our earth is God’s mountain. On the path to the top of the mountain, I paused for a moment to put both my palms on a huge boulder on the side path. It helped me feel the mountain as actually beneath my feet and finger tips. At another point, my bare feet felt the loose scree that had fallen onto the path. Finally, at the top, surrounded by a thousand other likeminded souls, the God within each of us filled the space around each body with an aura of light that blazed in and out like a soft fire. The whole mountain top glowed with the presence of God. The God mind that fills the whole universe surround us like a powder-puff breeze.

When the thousands of souls made a line from the North Pole to the South Pole it looked like the aura of the northern lights had stretched into the south and reached up into the heavens from the line’s starting point. This beautiful light shining with love is what we carried before us as we walked. With every outward breath the aura slowly moved forward, unseen except by those of us who were participating in this holy march.

As we moved across the land and seas clockwise, each of us spent a moment to hug and feed love to every person we came across in homes, offices, factories, cars and fields. I walked over the Rio Grande with the prayer of sharing hope to the thousands of people gathered and waiting. In the Application Mountains I also tried to spread hope of new possible developments for their area such as wind farms or solar panel industries. I used this image also as I walked through most of America. As I walked through the recently flooded states, along with love, I tried to spread the hope that “We can fix this. We can stop global warming from destroying our homes.”

In total, we sent healing love through New Zealand where the recent tragedy of a white supremacist and terrorists just killed 49 Muslims during worship. We didn’t avoid the Middle East either, nor England with the Brexit mess. Everywhere we walked, we hugged and spread the qualities of love, honor, forgiveness, and hope. The deep seas also need hope. I kept repeating my whisper to people that, “Together we can fix this. We can reduce our footprint that is stampeding across the land and seas. Slowly, we can begin to change our ways to better facilitate the health of the whole planet.”

I kept saying this as I walked and breathed out God love this morning.  I am sure the others did likewise. Even though real change might seem glacially slow we dare not give up. For me, today’s meditation was wonderful and fulfilling. The more love I shared, the more love I got back. I believe such overriding bundles of love through meditation will eventually make a world of difference.

March 19, 2019

Well, I consider this as the first day of the rest of my life. I feel officially retired today because I used to go to work every Tuesday. The sun is shining through the windows on a beautiful day and my meditation this morning was just as fruitful. I saw all of us like minded souls as points of light scattered around the earth this morning, connected by lacy filigree lines. As the earth turned below my view, it glowed with promise from the strong love we were each imbued with from God.

Since God’s mountain is the whole earth, every place we choose to stand can be where our souls climb to the top. After meeting with the others, I moved my soul throughout the city of Detroit, through grade and high schools and tall office buildings. I met and hugged numerous people as I circled around trailing and glowing with light, a light invisible to most but not to me or Jesus, who always walks with me and anyone else who calls for his presence. I even pushed into the seat next to truckers on the freeway. I hugged a man huddling against a building, an women in the suburbs whose job was to care of an elderly man and the patient himself. I walked through children’s hospital and other hospitals in the area and touched a few people were in pain with extra love. I sent waves of love through all the schools in a wide swath throughout Michigan because I feel such care and hope for our next generation.  

I pictured where I was walking as I were looking down on Google Earth, with lines of trees, boxy homes in between, and ribbon roads running in strips beneath my aura of light. I felt that I covered a large swath of Michigan this morning with love. I deeply hope that this deep felt love translates into care and concern for other people, enough love to determine how people vote in the next election.

My day had a wonderful beginning. It would be nice if every day was as grand, but of course, they won’t be. Life is change and meant to be full of ups and downs. Besides, if I didn’t ever have a down day, I’d likely not write my next poem.  

March 22, 2019

I know I just wrote about my soul-walking meditation a few days ago, but it seems that every time we gather together, we all achieve something more beautiful and amazing. Do we impact the world? Perhaps only the future can answer that question. Love may be too soft and gentle yet it has the potential to become a ground swell of kindness and well-being.

This morning there were so many of us following the path up the mountain that it seemed like the whole mountain was covered in souls climbing to God. As we stood in a green grass field beneath a sapphire sky, we became a massive gathering of souls, love-lit from within and without, filled with God’s aura filtering through us like a million soap bubbles, creating in each of us a rainbow of love.  

Then, as we walked from pole to pole around the globe, I saw that the line we walked was so wide we became the light wave, rising and ebbing as we moved forward. Love poured from a thousand hearts every step of the way. We walked through and sent love to all the trees, animals and birds. I even sank love deep underground to cover all manner of fauna and life hidden from us. This morning, although our line moved swiftly, we coated every city, town, and mountain on earth with a patina of extra love from God.

Often during our march across the land, my thoughts would stray for a moment, but the large number of souls walking beside me, carrying their own bundle of love, made up for my short lack, but within seconds, my mind would jump back into the meditative state as if I hadn’t left at all. I mention this so that if you are new to the gathering, you won’t feel discouraged if you drop out for a second. I have been meditating for more than twenty years, but still can’t always keep my focus. We have all grew up with a strong sense of rightness at the materialistic reality that enveloped us. This reality we walk in can make it hard to imagine the true power of this magical mind God gave us. Remember, we are made in the likeness of God, a God whose dream is the universe; a dream in which we are invited to share.

Sometimes, I imagine the path up the mountain looks like this.

April 4, 2019

I haven’t been writing much lately. I suddenly find myself in a transition period of life and need to feel my way forward into what comes next. One thing is for certain, our lives are meant to change over the years, which makes life exciting, challenging or dangerous. I sorrow for those who take such huge missteps that they find themselves on a downward spiral. I suspect it takes great effort to get back to an even keel. I feel fortunate to have escaped the seriously bad hurdles of life.

Today I feel balanced and positive. I didn’t always feel this way. At one time, the angels warned me of dire consequences if we stayed on a certain path. I believed them so strongly that I did paintings showing the next generation as barely surviving after a disastrous war. The angels told me at the time that they were trying to turn that path around for us humans. They do this through changing people’s attitudes. Now, they tell me that this path is turning around slightly, although it isn’t obvious to us right now, and that our spreading of love through meditation is contributing to their effort.

I needed to hear their encouragement. I often worry that our spiritual gathering and meditation has little concrete effect. Even so, I wouldn’t discontinue our love march across the land. The intention of love certainly can’t hurt anyone even if it doesn’t help as much as I’d like. But I am assured that it does help. It just feels odd and less important because we humans are so used to a material reality that a spiritual one seems less than real.

Jesus also tells me that our march of concern and empathy is quietly spreading and infecting many people, although it isn’t obvious. This certainly makes sense, else he wouldn’t join us, and Jesus is always with us on these trips around the world to spread God love.

Spring has finally sprung. My white daffodils should bloom soon.

April 25, 2019

Some days my meditation isn’t as fulfilling as on other days because my mind tends to drift and I lose my concentration. Today wasn’t one of those days. I began at the small waterfall. This morning it was misty and a small rainbow overlay the trickle of water that flows into the small well. I dipped my fingers into the water and felt the cold on my fingers. Then I got up and walked to the mountain and began to walk a twisting path upwards. I thought about how this mountain or hill I chose to climb can be anywhere in the world because the whole world is God’s mountain. It pleased me to know this I followed Jesus past fallen spree and checked out the tiny spring flowers and greenery growing from crevices in the rock. To give myself the feeling of being there physically present, I rubbed my fingers across a huge, gray boulder on the side of the path. I smile at my method of preparation for a meeting with God. I am sure other people have their own habit or ritual that readies their mind.

An aura of light made the top of the mountain shimmer and called me forward. Finally, I stood with many other like-minded souls as we joined hands and looked up into the deep blue of sky. God filled the sky and our spirits with love that shone forth as a bright light centered from within each of us. I could see the light in front of my chest as a glowing plasma as I turned and stepped off the mountain. I watched as a number of long lines of other meditating spirits streamed away, each carrying their own light.

We rejoined in a line that encircled the United States and fringes. I stood breathing fiery love at every outward breath, as did the others. Our golden breathes enclosed the nation in a bubble of love. I recently learned that this encircling presence of spirits is ongoing day and night, which means that at any time a person meditating or thinks about love for all, they can step into the line of people breathing love into the interior. This is going on around every continent of th4e world in an effort to push back on the cancer that infects our societies. It will take an army of people who still hold social values and ethics in high esteem to win this war for souls and hearts. In this pivotal time, Jesus and his angels along with a great many people are joining together to cover every nation with love and concern for the people living there. Anyone who choses can step into and join this movement for a minute or ten or longer.

I have recently learned that my, and other mind-spirits, can walk down from the mountain top, join and hold hands at the edge of the nation, and, at the same time, carry a bright light into the interior to share with other people. Even as I step over to a person who needs comfort and an extra boost of love energy, I feel myself still standing at the edge, breathing an invisible aura of love over all of us. I can see my spirit at two places at once, while my body sits at home in my chair. It is a new experience for me, but one that a few others have probably learned already. I am astonished at how our minds can keep growing, even after we think we have learned it all. Truly, there is no end to knowledge or understanding and I am proud to be a participant in this strange, unknown universe God created.

April 27, 2019

This coming presidential election is more important than any in the last 30 years. That is why we can’t vote Identity Politics. In other words, we must not vote for a democrat just because they look or act like we do. We need to vote on the issues and pick someone who can beat the current president. He is backed up by people with interests and intentions who aren’t concerned with the good of our nation or well-being of all the people. I sense the presence of evil behind the president’s every lie and decision, which means that to overcome this presence, we will need to fight hard but honorably.

The three top democrats running for president are over 70 years of age, Joe Biden, Elizabeth Warren and Bernie Sanders, but this shouldn’t deter our vote. Wisdom comes with age and it will take great wisdom to pull us out of this mire and muck we find ourselves in today. I like all three because they are honorable and honest, but I think Bernie Sanders has been the most progressive for many years. He sincerely wants to turn the system around to make it more equitable for all the people. That he is a white, older male may be a distraction, yet he might be the only one who can win this battle against evil. I compare today’s battle to the battle of good against evil 2,000 years ago between Jesus and the power of kings. Everything we learned about Jesus is building up to this moment. This moment was predicted in Revelation. It is up to us to make sure our nation and the world we live in has a happy ending.

Photo of the wooden statue of Mary from the cathedral at Nagasaki,

500 meters northwest of where the atomic bomb was detonated.

It is almost the month of May, when we Catholics celebrate Jesus mother, Mary, the Queen of Heaven.

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