9/3/16

I just read that young black men have the second highest murder rate of any group in the world. I don’t doubt that the big wigs at NRA gather in hidden meetings to gloat about how many black people are killing themselves with guns, which is perhaps their true purpose in pushing guns on the American population. They know that middle class gun owners tend to use guns for hunting and at shooting ranges. Is this their hidden agenda to encourage black people eliminate themselves? (The stats collectors at GVA scrape their numbers from news reports and law enforcement feeds; the official federal counts, and their racial breakdowns, will be slower to arrive. But the established pattern offers a safe prediction: Roughly 50 percent of those killed will be shown to be men of color, who make up just 6 percent of the population). These million plus guns also kill innocent children and numerous women. The NRA members know that a sub set of young black men are marginalized from society, emotionally immature, quick to lose their temper, and tend to use guns as an ego boost. Are the NRA decision makers being led into this choice by Jesus’ adversary and ours? The Ferguson effect is also meant to increase violence. Given enough time, it was bound to happen along with the reawakening of the serious plight of black people when facing police.  

It is all part of the typical game plan. If we look back to Germany, Hitler did the same thing that Trump is doing today. Hitler, used the people’s hunger and need for a scapegoats to blame the Jews. Trump rallying against minorities is a tactic of using half-truths to encourage an—us vs them—mind set. It is scary. With these tactics, he could possibly win. The presidency is a highly coveted plum for both sides, and it will prove to be a tough battle.

Well, I can’t afford to move out of America like so many left Hitler’s Germany, so I need to get behind Hillary. Not sure how. I truly wish she would stick to the issues and stop the Trump bashing. She can’t change the minds of Trump’s hard core followers, but sticking with common sense and the issues might pull people to her side of the fence. I wonder if the ugly words thrown out by Hillary are just the parts of her speeches the media chooses to broadcast. Maybe so. The media is most at fault for putting Trump front and center in the first place. Regardless, belittling the other side does Hillary no good. Putting another person down, any person, makes her look bad and desperate.

Let Trump put himself down. He is good at that, and most people with common sense will catch out his lies and abrupt policy changes. I am beginning to think that the enemy, Jesus’ nemesis and ours, is pushing him to win even against his own will. Think of the iconic fiction of Dorian Gray or Dr. Faustus and how they were first given glory then driven to destruction, like Hitler and other tyrants like Mao and Stalin.

Even with all my understanding, I can still feel an attraction when I watch Trump on television, and the pull is there no matter what words he spouts. To me, this portends danger. This could mean that an undercurrent of darkness is pushing at all us, that something beyond our kin is trying to sway us away from normalcy, away from democracy, tarnished though it may be. We dare not ignore the danger. Obviously, the biggest feather in the enemy’s cap today would be the conquest of the most powerful nation on earth.  

It would do us good to remember that if anyone has the experience and ability to move both sides of congress, it will be Hillary, as president. So let’s go with the understanding that she is most able to move the country forward and vote for her. She is no worse, and likely very much better, than the other established big players in Washington or Wall Street.

9/3/16

This morning with meditation and after writing about the current problems in America, I decided to stay home to spread God’s energy. This is what I am supposed to do anyway. Not that it will affect our politics, we need to make our own decisions on that score, but God’s invisible light energy can affect our souls, feed our hungers, ease our sorrows, and most of all, increase our hope. Hope is most valuable to keep us willing to move forward.  

With this in mind, after joining with the other people upon God’s golden mountain peak, I stepped back to America to spread the invisible light energy and hope. I first went to a black woman who was sitting at the table in a nice modern kitchen. Her head was bent down in grief. She sobbed at her loss. This is the plight of motherhood everywhere, but especially in the black community. I and a hundred other spirits hugged her to increase her hope and her willingness to keep going. I told her that her son was in a better place. I don’t know if this is true, but people in sorrow must believe this to continue to hope. We all need to believe that even if her son was damaged or did something wrong, there is still hope that God will judge him, not according to his actions, but according to the dangers and temptations and difficult social morass that surrounded him. “Never give up hope that your son is in a better place now,” I said to her.

The next person I went to was a middle aged white man who was building up in anger because of a neighbor. I could feel his heated anger although I didn’t know what caused it. I did know, through my own experience, that anger is usually not worth the energy we spend on it, or the danger it could lead us into. Especially in this day and age when we are all being pushed and prodded to do wrong. I and the others hugged him too and tried to give him hope that the small problem with his neighbor would ease. “Nothing can be so bad even though you feel hurt right now. Let it go,” we chanted to him.

Before we dispersed, we sent light into the whole country. I went to the oldest living tree to commiserate its plight. It refuses to die until it sees God. “God will come soon,” I said to it. We named the tree Methuselah. “Methuselah, a bristlecone pine tree from California's White Mountains, is thought to be almost 5,000 years old—and the oldest non-clonal tree in the world. The exact location of the gnarled, twisted Methuselah is a Forest Service secret, for its protection.” Web quote from Mental Floss. I also sent the promise of God down below ground touching bugs and worms and to all manner of life with light, then lifted up to cover the plants and trees and all the people with huge waves of light. Many people in America have come to join us on these walks across the land. This pleases Jesus. After all, He is the one who initiated these walks. He always walks with us as our leader.

This photo is not an actual photo Methuselah. That is kept secret.

Bravo for St. Mother Teresa.

Here is a poem I wrote many years ago.

One Living Saint

(Mother Teresa of Calcutta)

Should not God

grow us a plague of saints

in this modern day and age

Should he not send

a rash of prophets against us

in perplexed times like these

to twist the knife blade in

or to juxtapose our blood

from sin

send quilt to run

downhill

Do we blindly slip

sledding down the final slide

a dispirited world

five billion people wide

with only one aged saint

to nourish by

only one, to count

us down

just one

guide

9/12/16

Following is a painting I just completed to illustrate Nibiru as it will be seen in our sky. It will be observable to all of us without the need for a telescope or camera. When?

Jesus tells me, “Soon,”

More than that I don’t know. I painted it showing up when the trees turn yellow. This is my own guess. I suspect that Jesus sees events in time much different than we do—As though we are the ants running around gathering up crumbs while Jesus stands high above and can see the complete countryside.  Jesus can watch us run here and there, gathering up this and that, just as we might stand over a colony of ants and take note of where each is going and in what direction. He can see the barriers that will cross our path or the stone that will roll down the hill long before we do. So when Jesus tells me that Nibiru will show in the sky soon, that it will have a misty aura, and that it glow like a cross, I know it to be true even though I can’t tell you exactly when.

The same unknown applies to how it will affect us. It will be so strange and unlikely that many people will panic. After it hangs in our sky for a number of days people will get over their panic and begin to ask what is going on. I suspect that those of us who are friends with Jesus will quickly come to grips with the fact of Nibiru and feel pleased, but those who are not close to Jesus may feel the need to dig holes to hide away in fear because they expect the worst.  

In truth, it may spell doom for certain small areas on earth because it is new and could have a stronger effect on earth than the moon’s tides. Nibiru’s sudden presence in our sky may induce earthquakes and more; in fact, even now, its closeness may be intensifying the effects of global warming. Perhaps it is the cause of the increased severity of recent storms and floods. We might ask; “If it is that close, why hasn’t our government told us about it?” I don’t know the answer except to speculate that they may hope it will pass by without our notice, or they don’t want to cause a needless panic.

They are wrong to keep this great event secret. We will all see Nibiru. Many people have already seen it and taken photos of Nibiru and its system. History tells us that Charlemagne saw a cross hanging in the sky. The vision affected him so deeply he stopped persecuting Christians. Was it this same Nibiru that visited earth 1,700 years ago? I don’t know. I do know that when it comes to town (or hovers above) it will either cure us or damn us, our choice.

Well, here is my rendition of Nibiru.

Now that I see the photo, I realize the painting still needs some work, not to mention my photography skills.

9/23/16

We all agree that the killing of black men needs to stop. The solution: Inexperienced police officers should not carry real bullets in their gun. I assume that a more experienced police officer would likely aim at an arm or leg. Proper training seems to be moving us forward, but maybe not fast enough. Something more needs to be done. I think the solution could be bullets made of rubber or even blanks. This way if a police officer becomes fearful and shoots too soon, the mistake won’t cause death.

So I ask:  “What happens if a person gets shot with a rubber bullet or a blank? Wouldn’t the effect be to cause the perp to halt for a moment? A moment in which to give the officer more time to reflect and double check the potential danger. It seems to me that a fake bullet would give the police man or women a few extra precious moments to ask if the challenge is a real threat.

When I read police and detective stories, I get the impression that most police feel devastated after the fact of killing a person, especially a young person. A short halt to the situation may be all that is needed to avoid sudden death. A police officer only has a split second to make the decision.

I don’t know if a rubber bullet could actually halt a person’s movement. If not, then someone needs to invent a bullet that will. Surly, with our technology and quick brains, we can invent a type of bullet that will quickly stop a person but not kill them. Tasers may be awkward and can only work at a short distance so perhaps aren’t a real solution. Real guns are the better solution, but armed with bullets that do not kill. If half the police officers carried gun with fake bullets, a real criminal wouldn’t know if the gun pointed at them was deadly or not. It seems to me this would lighten up many tense situations.   

We all understand we dare not ask that police stop carrying guns altogether because our nation is filled up to the brim with guns, more guns then there are people. Then, of course, some people, mostly children, think it is great fun to provoke the police, not understanding the steep price might be death. Yet, something must be done now to prevent unnecessary deaths of black men and other accidental deaths by police officers. So I ask again, “Would someone please invent a type of bullet that will halt a person’s motion but not their life.”

Sept 24/2016

Some of those who I call angels don’t understand money and our desire for it because, on their world, they don’t use money. It took me a while to figure it out but this is what the gospel meant last Sunday when Jesus referenced the Children of Light, “For the children of this world are more prudent in dealing with their own generation than the Children of Light.” Luke 16: 9.

The angels help us with what they can but our constant reach for wealth confounds them. It seems to be the grasp for money and profit motive that holds our world together. We could change this if we choose. I saw on the news that the owner of a computer company decided to give every employee a $70,000 year raise. He understands that profit is not necessary beyond a certain level of wealth. Unfortunately, his knowledge is more evolved than most peoples. He is a great example of the kind of wealth all companies should strive for—sufficient but not excessive. Imagine a society where companies and corporations chose to limit wealth at a certain level, then give the extra to a favorite need. It will happen one day if we want to evolve towards a future paradise.

While in church I thought about what Jesus meant by the phrase “Children of Light.” I guessed that he was referring to the people or angels from Nibiru. Why are they called children of light? I think their world is lit up from within, and God provides that light. This God is coming close to our world soon and bringing with him the Children of Light.

This much I think I have learned about them so far--they are tender and childlike in their minds and being. If they have used the dark to confront us, then it is because they needed to do so. We often act like animals when we are afraid. Our fear is primitive and not as controllable as we like to think; although, we can get over this fear with effort. I think it is coming time to make this effort. Jesus tells me that he has accustomed me to their presence so I could write about these Children of Light. They may be descended from us, or we from them, I am not sure on that point. But they are gentle souls who constantly reside in God’s presence. We would do well to emulate them.

9/28/16-an update on the Children of Light.

This morning Jesus took to visit the Children of Light during meditation. This is unusual and he did it for a reason. The reason, I suspect, is because before too long a time, they might come to visit us on earth. This would be a tremendous undertaking because our bodies are built strong and muscular and theirs is more bird like. Plus, we often act like wild animals, which makes them afraid to come close to us. If there is anything that we can all agree on and understand, it is fear of each other. If we want to meet them, we will need to overcome our fear and keep in mind their frailty.

When Jesus walked me up to one of the people, we reached out hands to touch. This female’s touch was soft like a whisper, as if a simple breeze might blow her away. And yet, it was her glowing allure that almost blew me away. I felt like bowing my head to her, but was discouraged from doing so. I was shown another common form of greeting we can use with the people such as raising the hand and arm. The people of light cannot shake hands as we do because our strength could crush them.

 I asked Jesus to tell me more about them so I could write about them before they visit. One thing that is true is that they live with God light even though Jesus explained that they are not perfect. To me they seemed nearly so. They don’t have strife and conflict like we do. We can well imagine what great thoughts their minds must hold because of this. Perhaps their whole life is like a meditation. I suspect only certain holy monks could understand their nature.

It was explained to me that they are not all alike. They also have various types of shapes and styles. Jesus told me that they are based on humanity, but long ago or far into the future, their time line, they combined genes with other beings in the universe.

Speaking of Jesus. This morning he wore a red flannel shirt over a white tee shirt and blue jeans. I think the red shirt is sort of a joke because I only saw it for a second, and Jesus has a great sense of humor. I didn’t notice his shoes. He is very tall and, of course, handsome, with black hair and a swarthy complexion or did he need a shave? I think dark hair is his common look today, but he has assumed the looks of all types of people during his walk around the world. When I saw him in church a few years ago, he was very tall and large boned with his dishwater blond hair pulled back into a ponytail. He wore a jacket and clothing like the other homeless men he was sitting near. I noticed him kneeling in the pew with his head bowed among the other homeless as if contemplating the mass. I knew it was Jesus but was afraid to admit it, even to myself. Then later when I went to get a cup of coffee, he came up to me and told me he needed a pair of new shoes, size 15. My psyche quivered at his presence even though I still wasn’t totally certain it was Jesus. Still, I knew he needed to stay anonymous, so I told him that I would buy him a pair of shoes. Later that day, Jesus assured me that it was him I met in church.

I think this day, Jesus wanted me to see his clothing and write about it. Usually, when I meditate or travel I don’t see what someone is wearing because we present ourselves to each other as a mere outline or like the angels who wear semi-visible light. What I do notice is a twinkle of the eye or smile. Well, enough. The writing for today is to get us ready to meet the Children of Light and assure everyone they mean us no harm. Some of my understanding about them is intuitive because some information wasn’t stated in words. I could be wrong in specific facts. Jesus tells me that much more will be explained at that time.  I hope we are ready for it.