12/1/17

This morning was wonderful atop God’s mountain. Tiny purple flowers on a large bush were in bloom, grass was knee high scattered with more wild flowers. I leaned against a huge brown waist high rock on the flat peak, as if the climb used up energy. I think the idea of using up energy for the climb helps me center my mind in place. I kept thinking how wonderful all things atop and under this beautiful world of ours is connected.

Some might argue that in my love of the world’s overwhelming wonder, I neglect some of its horrors such as parasites and the need for all things to eat other things. But, and it is a huge BUT Jesus tells me that there will come a day when we people will develop such powerful minds that we will no longer need to fear anything on earth. We will control parasites by suggesting they leave us alone. Just as I have tried to suggest to mosquitoes that they leave me alone when I sit in my back yard. Sometimes it worked, sometimes not.

Upon God’s mountain, a small group of us surrounded ourselves in God light and energy. This energy is composed of love. Love seems such a soft, simple word but this love is what keeps the earth alive and all its systems active on and within this spaceship earth. When we spread this love, we are giving an extra jolt of love to everything.

So this morning as we stood in a circle, we called on diverse people from all around our world to come and join us for a moment. Filled with an expanding blossom of intense love energy, we turned and held out our arms to the rest of the earth. As I watched, I saw huge undulating ocean waves of light leave our mountain peak and flow over and around the world. This took mere seconds.

Then each of us stepped down off the mountain to carry more intense light to people we know and love in our own areas and nations. Waves of light energy rolled off me as I stepped around to people I know and strangers living in Detroit. I included all the animals and trees and flowers and even the worms beneath the soil. I went below the sea to include the animals and whales. Then I broadened the light waves out to include the whole of the US.

What I see when I view the light filled earth is as if I were looking at a digital area made up of tiny dots and as I watch, those dots become firmer and larger because that is what God’s love is all about—it is life essence itself. So when we spread the light, we are intensifying the aliveness of the world.

By now my rosary stopped playing and I felt exhausted, as if I had really walked far. It does take energy to send the mind out of the self even filled with all this energy from God. This hardly matters because the ability to share love with millions of people is awesome.

Dec 5, 2017

The other day, I was deeply worried about the republican tax bill and what it will mean to the people who don’t have enough to prosper and join in the wealth of the nation. Instead, they are giving to the richest in the nation, and using rationales that are ugly and transparent. I asked Jesus if he would do something to teach people.

“Isn’t there something you could do?” I asked.

I was imagining a few angels stepping out in public or perhaps angels from Nibiru stepping onto earth to convince us to share the wealth and be more loving. I understand that Jesus hesitates to implement anything like I suggested because he prefers that we solve our own problems. Yet, it seems to me that things here on earth are getting drastic and we are in need of leadership. Then again, once people from heaven step out in public, we would be overwhelmed and the change might be too dramatic. Or perhaps even the image of people from another planet standing with us on earth would be derided and then labeled as fake news.

Well, I mentioned this possibility to Jesus by saying people need to learn to be more considerate. His answer broke my heart.

He said, “I already gave my life.”

His words silenced me.

Dec 13, 2017

This morning I read a short essay about the movie “Harvey.” with James Stewart. (Didn’t write down the writer’s name and it was gone by the time I went to look for it.) I agreed with the writer’s statement that the movie was sweet and hopeful. I ordered it from Netflix to watch right after Christmas. I am so in need of a surrounding world of sweet and goodness and I believe other people are feeling this same need. I dare not ignore the news because I need to know what is going on in our nation, but I am sick of watching and reading about hatefulness and violence. I am horrified that such hateful feelings are being showcased over and over as if such feelings are common or normal. I don’t believe they are. I refuse to believe hate will prevail.

In fact, I believe strongly that events will turn around to reflect better emotions soon. I accept that we may need to fall further before goodness begins to rise again, but it will arise. One glimmer of hope is the news coming out about many men who took advantage of women. I think this is grounds for a new path forward. A path where men will express themselves with more restraint sexually and hopefully with less violent tendencies too. It is hard to find a movie without excessive fighting, speed race driving, machine guns tearing into people, or monsters attacking. I am sick of it all, but there are few choices in movies unless I want to watch something sickeningly sweet or young lovers breaking up and getting back together. So I wait for those few intelligent movies. In the meantime, some of the older movies are worth watching for their simplicity and kindness, like Harvey. There was a time, even when many people were greatly hungry, that they didn’t break into homes. A simple proof-the front doors on most city houses with large glass window panes that used to front every home. Gone now.

Dec 16, 2017

This morning we gathered upon the peak of God’s mountain, as usual. Then, with our bodies filled with light, we stepped down and regathered in the center of the United States where the corruption seems most prevalent and new. I now think of the mental blindness as being like a nano-parasite in spirit form that has risen from below the depths of the earth. The reason I think this is because I remember a number of years ago when Jesus took me below ground and showed me the blind spirits climbing out of a deep well.

When I walked over to the well to look down, he warned me not to get too close because it was extremely dangerous even with Jesus standing by my side. I watched as ghost-like people climbed out of the well and began walking around. Jesus was glowing with light in the dark but they walked right past him as if he wasn’t there. I felt pity at one spirit’s blindness and walked over and touch it trying to get it to turn towards Jesus. It acted as if I wasn’t there.

At the time of this visit, I didn’t understand what Jesus was showing me. Now I do. I don’t know why such spirits have been released at this time, but I understand if they can’t see Jesus glowing right in front of them, they have no morals. I also know that they need to be sent back into that well because they are infecting thousands of minds. This is what we did this morning.

As we pushed God’s light forward like a glowing envelope, we swept and pushed many blind spirits out of our away until they sank back into that dark well of evil. Ok, I know this meditation was full of imagination and visuals, but seeing what we do helps me feel the action. I know these spirit parasites are here and it is everyone’s job to stop the infection from growing. All of us must push it back against this growing hate and crudity and indifference.

We didn’t stop at the US border, we carried the light into every country we could think of. I know the earth is huge with high mountains and large forests, but our own spirits walk as giants over the land, a mountain can be but a hill to a spiritual giant as we push the envelope of God light before us. As I walk, I can feel appreciation of trees and animals as the light flows past. The huge whales in the ocean met us and carried the light forward to fill the ocean depths. Whales are having great problems too, mostly caused by us humans.

In all, I feel that I had a successful meditation. I also went to individuals and where the darkness had covered their eyes, I peeled it off so the person could see God’s light. Does this mean they ran to church? No, but it may mean that they can look at the world with fresh eyes and a bit more love for the stranger. After all, most of us love our families, but need to stretch that love beyond familiar faces.

I admit it is not easy for some people to feel empathy for strangers. I read complaints where people say, “Why should I pay taxes so the government can give my money to lay-a-bouts and riff raff?” But people aren’t lay-a-bouts, this idea harkens back to the Reagan years when they pushed the idea of welfare queens, almost totally untrue. It was a rumor pushed by those who wanted to cut welfare. Most people struggle hard to stay working and keep pushing forward. I see it all the time when people come to St. Vincent de Paul for help with their gas bill. I have met a few struggling mothers who work two jobs and also go to school.

All we need to do is remember that Jesus is with those people who are struggling or going hungry. Well, I am done preaching. I said I would never preach because anyone who reads what I write already understands where I am coming from. I guess the better thing to do is put my writing out there for people who really could learn from it. Hard to do, but spreading love is what our group intends with the intense light energy we receive from God.