7/1/15

Jesus has been telling me to try and send something more for the starving children in the world. I will try. I was told once that the angels will multiply any amount I can send perhaps by convincing others to send more too. I hope this is still true.

I asked Jesus to lead me to where I could be most helpful this morning during meditating. After following Jesus up the mountain to the golden peak and basking in God energy, I felt so filled with energy I was like a giant above the earth, ready to walk down off the mountain to share the energy with others. Many of us who had gathered this day flowed off the mountain like golden eddies of light to touch as many people as we could in the world. Like an army for good we covered the earth all around.

Jesus led me to a children’s hospital in Africa. I had seen a program on PBS showing how bad off the children were in Angola. Jesus agreed it was a good place to begin. I went to a child with huge eyes and held him, feeling the warmth of his body against my skin as I lifted and hugged him. I began to give him sips of sugar water which is good nourishment for those who are too sick to take in food. Then I gave him small sips of nourishing milk from a spoon. His lips accepted the milk as he watched me with huge eyes. He began to sleep soon after.

Another child called to me. He was very young and could see me. He reached up and took my hand and led me to a group of children waiting to be fed from bowls. Some looked very thin and sick. I hugged each one and then sat in the dry dirt on the ground to be among them as they ate. I spread God light over the whole village where the health workers were actively working to make their situation better.

I also watched and directed a few children in how to dig a hole, put in a seed, and then give it a few drops of precious water. I wasn’t there to watch the beans grow but knew the children would be happy when they did. Workers had cleared a small patch of ground near a hospital for the children to grow the garden. The adults had other gardens scattered around, but the water for drinking and gardening had to be delivered in huge bottles by truck. This makes it hard for the people. I used light energy to increase the bags of food and water brought in. I believe God energy can do this. Jesus stood next to me during this time ensuring that the love that poured out of me for these children bore fruit. I also hugged the mothers and men who were there. I went to other places as well, sharing the energy God had given me to feed souls and bodies. So many are sharing and giving around the world and spreading God’s love. The health and missionary workers who give of themselves every day are to be commended.

7/1/15

This evening as I sat on the swing, about ready to go in the house, Jesus suggested we travel. “A short visit,” he said.

We walked off earth directly onto a different planet. The first thing I saw was white. I often see color as a first impression before details take definite shape. This time I saw a concave slope, a mound taller than me with smooth grooves leading up to a small bit of greenery. The greenery was hanging over the top as if growing from a hole. As we floated over the scene I saw a whole field of white mounds with green froth at the top. The field was next to a pastel blue lake or ocean that matched the powder blue of the sky which reminded me of an island paradise on earth. When we walked down to the water I saw the sand was almost pure white and wondered if the mounds were made of white sand but they seemed too smooth to be sand. More like tooth paste so perhaps they had been glued with saliva to make them hard because back at a mounds, we watched the greenery move. I wondered what would live in such a huge mound, either a very large animal or a large number of smaller ones.

“Smaller ones.” Jesus said.  And as we continued to watch, a small head pushed up from the green plants at the top of the mound, then it half scampered and half slid down the slope of the mound. It looked like a white squirrel with a bushy tail and tiny black eyes.

Come this way, Jesus told us. This is what I wanted you to see. We followed Jesus down the beach until it curved around a stand of high boulders with scattered bushes growing on it. Around the bend, I stopped in awe at the awesome bird form that was strutting back and forth at the edge of the white sand. It was a bird, as tall as me, with bright red feathers, so fluffy they took on a misty quality in spots. I was reminded of the fluffy feathered hats people once wore. A few of the feathers were bright gold as was the bird-like face. It was truly a majestic being and seemed to know this as it walked back and forth. Its feathers hung down and dragged on the ground as like a king’s cloak. I wondered if it was putting on a show for us, but Jesus told us that we were invisible to it.

Another bird close to this one was a peacock blue in color, and just as bright and silvery. It’s feathers also ended in huge fluffs.

Jesus explained that they couldn’t see us even though they were very intelligent. He explained that they didn’t have technology and weren’t interested metals. They have everything they need on the island to make their lives good. Their competiveness is directed to the hierarchy of each group. This also keeps the population light which is good because I was correct in thinking that this was an island.

They do have speech, writing and number symbols but not much more. The red being was this group’s leader. We watched the red bird-person walk over to the blue one and converse with its mouth and hands. They had fingers and toes and facial features like most intelligent beings. The red bird-person had a golden ring around its neck.

I wondered at this. Jesus explained that metal was extremely rare, that only the leader could wear the golden metal band. It was the only one on the whole island. Is the leader always red? I asked. No. Jesus answered. They have a government of a sort and this band reflects how they choose their leader.

I assumed It would complicated and I wouldn’t understand it.       

We saw that some bird people lived high up in the rocks but Jesus told us that they were too large to fly. They had lost that ability long ago. Some of them live in huts in the forest or in caves. They often create towers and make paths through the forest to different areas. They have a culture that would be strange to us.

We were ready to leave when I asked Jesus, “I know you wanted us to see this, but why?”

He said that on our last travel, I had talked about birds and then thought about dinosaurs. He wanted to show us beings who were evolved from dinosaurs.

“I guess asteroids didn’t kill dinosaurs on all the planets.” I said.  

Jesus just smiled at this and didn’t comment. I think our visit to see these bird beings was comment enough. In total I got the impression that looks had become everything in their culture and that vanity was its main theme.

7/4/15

This morning I met with Jesus and followed him to the golden mountain peak where I and the others gathered in such an abundance of golden light energy from God we had to release it around the world. We sent this energy down the mountain in huge tsunami waves of love to cover the whole of earth. The waves rolled outward and around until they came back as small eddies that settled all around the earth filling it high. I even sent waves down into the underground to cover the live that is abundant there. Then I walked as a giant spirit upon the land to spread a moment of joy around the US as we celebrate the 4th of July. Most especially, I sent light energy around the city and surrounding countryside. I hoped to prevent people from acting foolish.

Jesus has told me that he wants me here and I used to wonder why. I often thought maybe something big would happen or I was sitting on something valuable. Now I think both ideas were wrong. I think Jesus wants me here to act as a counter force against the badness that goes on. Just as the many churches scattered around Detroit serve as small barriers that push against wrongness. By filling up the area with God energy I am doing my part to keep evil at bay. It tries to seep in and take hold here and there, but the effort of many people are helping keep it down. I remember the days of crack when it was destroying so many people. We need to keep pushing against stuff such as that.

7/11/15

I helped carry the weight of a plastic jug of water for a women in Africa to lighten her load. Children, very quiet, followed our group of people on the dirt road. The children can often see me, a spirit amid the people. They focus on me with huge eyes and hope. They ask for so little in life. Some food and precious water.

“They will get it.” Jesus says.

I looked at a single young child and wondered at the promise and potential as he learns and becomes. I am grateful that my country sends food and water to the people in great need. I am grateful to Catholic Relief Services and all the missionaries of every faith who run schools and dig wells and work to assail hunger in the most desperate populations. Today, water has become precious, but one day, even more precious will be a child with dark, black skin, such a child will be more valuable than the wealth of many nations or worlds. Jesus showed me this once when we traveled.

I began my morning meditation as usual climbing the mountain to the golden peak. There my whole body was filled with golden energy, so much that I had energy to spare. So I stepped to Africa where so much God energy is needed as the people escape from war. Walking among the poor with Jesus reminds me of the importance of each human mind. My empathy grows to fill my heart with such love I feel I might burst, but at the same time, I am filled with shame that so much food and water and shelter is available to me. Born in the right country at the right time amid an excess of abundance, I bow in gratitude to God wishing I could help more.

7/11/15

As I sat outside this wonderfully blissful evening Jesus took us on a short, amazing trip. We stepped away from earth right onto flat boulders that seemed to be floating on nothing. A meandering path of stepping stones as if over a running brook but what ran between and above our heads were star clusters and splotches of star shapes that seemed to grow then shrink amid the dark of space. Every color and swirl and shape seemed to be represented as we followed the stones. Each stone was just large enough for two or three people but so mesmerized by the sights all around us, we walked single file over the stones. I couldn’t imagine what was going on.

Jesus spoke and told us to follow closely behind. We did and turned right stepping off the stones and into a center where very tall people were fiddling with a wall of lights. I would say they were using computers but they are probably outdated here. The center was invisible from the outside. The people working the wall of lights ignored us but Jesus went up to them and joined one person in conversation. He came back to us and told us that their current concentration was a star cluster far from earth. He explained that the    

effect of stars expanding was not only for show but also for the students who were studying a specific area in the universe.

When we stepped back out onto the stones, the center became invisible once more. Only the stepping stones and a green glow of a billion stars then a red shape of stars came into view spattered with dark splotches. Jesus explained that what we were looking at was the growth of stars and galaxies in different areas of the universe from their beginning to their end. Sort of a college for astronomers. But also for visitors.

This was borne out as we walked further and saw a group of people pointing and nodding. Two of this group were ten feet tall and bony like the people in the center. I am sure they were not starved or hungry but their faces were very angled with large, thin noses, and their fingers looked like bones to me. The other people in the group were shorter and seemed more humanlike. They all wore cloaks with hoods, some hoods hanging off their heads. I saw that they had normal hair. They didn’t seem to notice us until we were about to leave. Then one of the tall attendants turned towards our group, walked a short ways towards us on the stones, and smiled then waved. As the tall person walked, its weight made the invisible substance around the stones ripple into a multitude of beautiful colors like water disturbed on a still lake. It was a wonderful effect and I was awed by the beauty of it.

As we left, I wondered how old those tall people must be if they could project the birth and death of stars. Jesus nodded agreement at my assumption of great age.

Jesus told me not too long ago that we would travel a lot for a span of time but then stop. I assume there are things he wants people to know and understand even though it will be a long time before humans ever travel to the stars.

Jesus said, “Not so long as you think.”

Which left me with much food for thought.     

My new statue of Mary for the yard

7/17/15

I learned something this morning. I felt ashamed that I complained in a loud voice to someone who was not at fault about the loud music. Upon reflection, I realized that what bothered me most was the lose of control. Then during meditation after I spread a large bubble of God-energy around the neighborhood and as far as I could, I went to a young black man who was in a rage about what was happening to black people and police. As I hugged him, I realized that what bothered him the most was the way the police have taken control and seem to overrun people. He was most angry about his inability to control the situation. Is it this lack of control that hurts so deeply and drives some people to rebel?

I begged him to reconsider and told him I understood his hurt. I don’t think he heard me but he did feel some of the energy because he calmed down somewhat. I learned a valuable lesson this morning. I wasn’t sure if I should put this on the web but Jesus suggested I do so. We are never too old to learn.

This morning just before meditation, I watched the rain feed the plants and realized how lush and thriving the mid-west is, as if the very earth were pregnant and only waits for nourishment to sprout. Yesterday I learned that the trees in California, even the giant sequoias were starved for water. I prayed that the hurricane coming up the west coast will cover the land with nourishing water for the trees and other life. I don’t know if my prayers can reach that far, but I believe that sending a huge bubble of God energy sent over the land must be nourishing. God’s energy feeds people like the rain feeds the ground. We can’t help but be nourished by the light of God. Jesus smiled as I spread the bubble of light which means that although I write about it, it is Jesus who actually does the work. With Jesus at the helm how can we stay lost?

Mt Fuji (If the snow was golden, it would look like our mountain)

7/22/15

This morning I followed Jesus up the mountain to the glowing peak. Jesus was carrying a walking stick and wearing a long cloak that flowed in the wind. There were many of us following behind Jesus this day. As I climbed up past a boulder and into the light, a hand reached down to pull me up further. In the center of a valley atop the mountain, I stood with many in a circle, bathed in God light that swirled around and between us. The light also settled within our bodies making us one with the light. When we left the peak on the mountain we carried God energy around us like thick glowing blankets.

We made a line around the earth from north to south. Thousands of angels joined us as we walked the whole circumference of the earth. We began in Japan, stepped over to China and continued walking across the to the Atlantic ocean. I touched and hugged many as I walked. A few people who I lingered with for longer moments remain in memory--A very old lady in N. Korea. I wondered if it was uncommon to become so old in this country. She remembers the time before the young were forced to join in the marches. She feels sorrow for the young people. I filled her with light that I think carried hope. I also remember a teenager in Ireland. She seemed totally unaware of the tragedies that went on in her country not too long ago. She seemed so happy and innocent, I think maybe this is a good way to be.

As we came to the Atlantic Ocean, a few whales joined us. I felt a vibration of woe emanate from the huge whale. I could imagine the whale’s body sensing the currents and salinity of the water along with chemical changes and the flow of acidity, acidity that is increasing as the planet warms. I suppose it is similar to us feeling a breeze and detecting odors and odd smells on the wind. As we walked across the ocean, thousands of us lit up like giants, we sent God energy down into the ocean depths .

Here in my America I spread light in rippled waves across the land especially the mid-west as I hugged a person here and there, but my mind was on those life forms that live a long time, life forms our actions may be hurting. Some whales live to be a few hundred years old. Some trees live into the thousands. What must they think of us as we run around doing damage to the globe, over using its resources and changing the climate. To them we must be like we’d view short lived ants, small humans running from one crumb to the next in a constant hurry to build up and out and use up everything in sight. Imagine these old granddad trees, perhaps the most wisest beings of the earth and what they have seen. What if they were our overseers, our witnesses. What would be their judgment?

The rosary ended and I ended my meditation with Jesus and the angels and the many people who joined in the march across the land and seas of earth. For some reason, thinking of other life besides humans pulls at my heart strings vividly this morning. Not too long ago, people had no way of knowing what was happening on the other side of the planet, didn’t know if people were suffering or happy. Is it a curse or blessing that we can see in an instant how others live and what other life might suffer on the other side of the globe. Like most modern people, I would rather know than not. Besides, it is impossible to put the genie back into the bottle. So I can’t help but feel sorrow at the fate of other people and life, but promise too. It is this understanding that sends me forward with Jesus to carry light in every direction.

7/27/15

I realized something this morning as I walked with the others spreading waves of God’s invisible light over the earth. God energy is a steady, even glow, perhaps slow working but through, complete and long lasting. I went to a young women who I met during meditation years ago who had been struggling to walk after a serious illness. Her every day effort inspired me to keep pushing also. This day as our minds and hearts touched for a moment, I realized that God gave her the strength to keep trying, like a broken flower stem pushing to bloom in the garden fed by the heat of the sun and cool rains. She walks fine now. It took time but she seems completely cured.

This is how God, Jesus, and the angels seem to work. Gentle but backed up by a awesome power. We often expect sudden abrupt change and then call it a miracle. Those in heaven do this sometimes, but more often, the change is slow and moves like a whisper and like a whisper it has great potential.

A few of my flowers

July 27 to 30

The peace outside in my backyard this early evening was awesome. It began with me calling my dog and making her sit near me in the yard. She often disrupts the quiet by barking at other dogs and people who walk by. I must have picked the best time to be outdoors because all I could hear was a young child, age two or three, singing a nonsense song from the porch on the street behind me. I imagined her sitting on the porch and singing with the birds. She sounded so cute I wish I had recorded it. One bird seemed to sing along with her. The only other sounds i heard during this early evening were cars a distance away. Even the other children had stopped playing on the sidewalk out front. I assume this must be dinner time and everyone was inside eating or watching television. The quiet enclosed me like a cloak and I wallowed blissfully within its comfort zone.

As I sat wallowing in this new found peace, Jesus took my hand and we and the others walked on a different planet for a short visit, though I was reluctant to leave my own peaceful setting. Jesus told me that the peace and quiet would last for a while. Turns out he was right. My backyard has been quiet and peaceful this whole week. Wonderful.

So this evening, we stepped onto a planet where green hills of knee high grass sprinkled with tiny wild flowers rolled beneath a perfectly blue sky.

This could be earth.” I said.

“Yes. that is the purpose of our travel this evening,” Jesus said and began to explain about life on other planets. He told us that the universe is primed towards life. Life takes hold where ever it can in the universe just as it does on earth. Life also has common steps it takes as it grows and changes. We understood that the grass we stood on was like grass everywhere on many planets. I looked closely at a single blade of grass. It looked like normal grass to me.

“All life is valuable, but intelligent life is very rare and is to be treasured.” Jesus told us.

I became curious about some types of life because I just brushed a mosquito off my arm. So I asked about pests and parasites. People get sick and die from many disease organisms. It seems to me that they are a hindrance to life. Jesus explained that life in general will grow in any nook and cranny in which it can thrive. I think one day as minds grow wiser they will gain the power to direct life away that is unwanted. Already, the angels can do this. I have tried to do this with mosquito’s but wasn’t always successful.   

I got tired so dropped away from the others. Back in my yard, I watched leaves back-lit by the sun and the different shades of green was beautiful.

“No place can be as perfect and beautiful as earth or as full of life.” I said.  

Jesus nodded at this statement. He has told me before that even the many different forms in the sea may be repeated on other planets but never in such variety or abundance as earth. Earth truly is a most prolific and varied world.

We continued this travel Thursday evening. We stood at the same rolling hills of grass but walked further over the land. We came to trees whose bark looked exactly like earth trees. We watched fish swim in a shallow stream edged by small rocks. It twisted and turned amid the trees and open fields of grass. We watched a young person, teen looking, at the stream. He bent down and took water in his hand and drank it. His body was covered in white hair with darker shades in various places on his body. He stood up and walked away. Jesus told us that he would loose much of his hair as he aged.

Jesus explained to us about nature and its tendency to repeat certain traits. This young person seemed a prime example. I could imagine our scientists who tell us about the million steps it took for an organism to get at the form it is now and how they might shudder in disbelief at the seemingly impossible commonality of life on other worlds.

One thing that Jesus said stuck with me. He said, “All planets with life are like a paradise until intelligent beings begin changing things to fit themselves.”

This made perfect sense to me. Intelligent life seems to disrupt the perfection of worlds but still seem a vital part of what goes on. Perhaps the changes are not always bad. I couldn’t help but wonder if the growth of complex civilizations is an invitation to evil. Whatever the answer, it is more than I want to get into right now. Still, I believe intelligent beings have the ability to redirect and re-grow their world back into a paradise if they choose. Is this why we are tolerated, even loved, in spite of our sins? In a million years earth will become a garden paradise. It may be us humans who make it so.

My latest painting. Untitled

7/29/15

This day I sent my thoughts and prayers to those people who have burdens that hold them down, burdens they can’t ever seem to escape. I was thinking of those people in Mexico who spend so much time on the bus getting to work in the fields and then need to spend long hours going home again. When do they have time for leisure? How can they ever rise above their circumstances?

After gathering up God energy on the mountain peak, these are the people who I went the light out to. Jesus told me that God’s light can help with all things, even heavy burdens. So I stepped down from the mountain and walked into the farm fields in America where thousands of people do the hard, back bending labor so we can have fresh lettuce and fruits. With Jesus as my guide, I stepped over rows of vegetables to hug an older women who seemed tired. I am sure she has no social security to fall back on in old age. I surrounded her with light from God and hoped that her burden would be lightened somewhat. Jesus told me it would be. Then I went to an older man, lean and dark from the sun. He was chewing something as he worked to ease the long hours. Anything to get through his long day. I sent God’s light energy all around to any fields I could imagine. Time is not an issue when we use the mind to travel. It is like a memory, but much more vivid and detailed. I see the ground and plants as I step around to send people light. I see Jesus walking nearby glowing with a silver light. His presence will heal and feed souls even if my own small effort does not.     

Jesus told me this morning that to the extent that people accept him in their hearts and invite him in to our soul, he will lighten their burdens. He says this in the bible and I believe I am living proof of the truth of this statement. Many of us are. We have learned through experience how wonderful it is to have Jesus caring for our souls.

Jesus told me just this morning,” I am within and without.”

He can be all the blessings and good things in our lives but also the God who loves us even beyond our narrow and childish view.    

Personally, I feel greatly blessed by Jesus. In my old age, I have children and grandchildren, a home, yard, flowers, dog and cat, old clunker car that runs fine, a part time job that gives me income through the month, time enough to rest or work on art projects, enough talent to keep writing and doing art work, and enough income to make it through the days without too much pain. I lack for nothing. I do have arthritic knees and a few other ailments that bother me at times, but I can work it out. It gets worse then better. I am sure Jesus and the angels help me with this just as they help me with all my other necessities. These blessings are not based so much on what I own but how I perceive my necessities. I have reduced my wants down to narrow proportions and the needs seem to follow along the same path. It might be the wisdom of old age that contributes to this attitude, but without Jesus and the angels to encourage me, even wisdom would fall flat.