Will Nibiru come soon? Will people feel panic or relief?

Oct 1, 2016

My rosary cd has gotten too scratchy so I put on the Gregorian Chants this morning for meditation, which worked out just fine. I felt so good and thankful this morning when I met Jesus that when we went to join the others I danced up the side of the mountain. When I reached the top golden arms and hands reached down to lift me up over the lip of the final rock, as if the golden fountain of God had overflowed to the edge. It felt wonderful to have people and angels greet me in such a fashion. The others told me they were waiting for me to join them on a march around the world. As we walk we will spread God energy everywhere.

We did just that but first we gathered among ourselves in a circle to further absorb God into our bodies and souls. After a few moments, each of us was filled with so much energy, we had to share it with other people or burst.

We stepped down off the mountain then stood in a line, lighted giants reaching from pole to pole. We began in Japan where a few people joined the march. Other people joined the march like this all around the earth. God’s love energy is like a magnet that draws on people during prayer or meditation,

In China I swirled light out all around me as I hugged various people. I hugged a man who then joined us in the march across the vast land of China. I hugged a young man working who seemed disgusted at his state in life. I hoped to give him a better feeling of wellbeing. Next I stepped onto North Korea and sort of got stuck there for a while. I felt that their need for God energy was truly great. I sat next to an older member of one family and watched as they brought out the Holy Cup of Replenishment. It is a beat up tin cup that God fills with rice after the people eat some of its contents. It has provided nourishment for many years for those who gather around it. It is a valued secret hidden from most of the people. The elders worry is that the youngest members of their society will forget about God, the same God who refills the cup. I sat with the people with my legs gathered below me and joined them in worshipful observance. While I did so the empathy and love I had received from God spilled out to fill the small room and all the people gathered within. I felt doubly blessed to join in their holy ritual.

I had stayed for more than a few moments and lost the line of other light bearers so had to catch up with them in the Middle East. Any of us who march tend to stay over long at certain times when we feel great need. I stood with a group who gathered in Syria. Other groups gathered around other hot spots on our earth. It hurts so much to watch on television as a whole nation gets destroyed. During this meditation I sat with a family in Aleppo who had many family members absent or deceased. I sent light around in the circle to each member of the family. God’s invisible energy is so healing it can give a sliver of hope and promise to people. This I sent out to the people along with my pray that this be so. I kept sending out the light even as I left their country. I wanted to fill it brim to brim with God energy.

All of us walked through the various countries like giants on the land sending out the warmth of God’s promise to all the people and living things. When I reached the Atlantic and stepped into it, I followed a whale for a while that glowed with God light as it swam through the dark ocean. I think it was a Right Whale. Then I stepped onto the United States and walked across the land swirling light wherever I went. I stopped to hug various people along the way. I stopped in Texas and hugged a man and women who were perhaps migrant workers gathering up wheat or straw in a huge field. Next I headed towards home and watched as workers picked apples. Migrant workers have a hard life but it might get harder if the orchard owners invent machines to pick apples. Hard as their job is, it is better than no job at all. We owe much to the people who pick our fruit. They deserve better pay and we should pay more for what we eat for their sake.

By this time, I felt exhausted and bid the others goodbye.  I know I didn’t do anything physical. I have been sitting in my chair all this time meditating as I walked with Jesus around the world. Still, it tired me out. Silly, I know. I also wanted to stop meditating so I could write this down while it was fresh in my mind. It is good to share how we spread the light because it encourages more people to join us. Everyone is invited to this feast. There is no specific space or time element here either. Time doesn’t exist during the gathering upon God’s mountain or our walk around the earth. Each of us joins day or night whenever we choose to meditate.

October 1, 2016

I met a few very nice youngish men this weekend, (not so young except to someone my age), who are visiting from other states. I shared my home with one man and back yard with another. He insisted on setting up his tent in my yard even though it was raining The purpose of their visit was so they could go to the BikeBike meetings in midtown Detroit, an event held every 4 years in various cities.  I am pleased to report that they were among a large number of people who use bikes for transportation because they believe in conserving energy and not contributing to global warming. The belief in a simpler life style seems catching on with more and more people, which helps explain the growth of urban farms.

I had a great exchange of ideas with the one of my guest, an urban farmer who set up his sleeping bag in my paint room. Our philosophy and sense of spirituality seemed to mesh perfectly. As we talked, I couldn’t help but notice that he gave off an aura of calmness and simplicity. Before he left for his first meeting, he told me he was giving a workshop on human mechanical energy, specifically on a treadmill sewing machine and how it can be used for other various jobs. Sounds like a great idea.

My other guest gave me a new surprising interpretation of my latest painting, which delighted me because the more ideas people get from a painting, the better.  I truly enjoyed serving as host to both visitors.

The weather has been so nice lately the flowers are in bloom again

10/14/16

Our nation may be in serious political trouble unless we can somehow prevent the fallout from the coming election. Those states that don’t have a paper trail in their voting system will add to the disruption. I think Trump’s side will continue to lambast the election as false after he loses. This dividing line has the potential to split the nation in half with the loser group refusing to honor the new president or any of the systems already put in place. We may wind up with such a divided nation it could lead to…? Well, I don’t know what it could lead to.

I believe that such a break in the union could be prevented by the media, if they chose to do so; after all, it is the media that lifted Trump into political fame in the first place. As Bill Maher has said, “Trump didn’t create the swamp, he just arose from it.” I would laugh when he calls him “The Orange Hitler’ if it wasn’t so scary.

10/14/16

My meditation this morning was grand and I mean that in every sense of the word. I have been feeling caged in lately, which helps me realize once again that the only true escape from this human plight is through meditation and walks with Jesus. So this morning as I listened to the rosary cd I stepped out into the universe and allowed myself to be swallowed up inside the blanket of stars. Yet, this wasn’t my goal. My real goal was to be with God and as I stood wrapped within this universal layer I let my mind expand where it would until, suddenly, the whole universe changed into a reflection of God, a golden radiance filled all of space as if touched by a magic wand. The billions of stars and galaxies dimmed out of existence blindsided by a superior light source. My bodiless mind expanded around this vast circumference then came back to itself like a bubble that had burst. I felt proud and humbled at the same time. I believe that one day the human ability to expand our minds will be God’s ultimate gift to us.

Naturally, my experience lasted only a split second because my untrained mind can only accept such grandeur for a short period of time. As I followed the light to the golden mountain peak, I thought about how mind is the total of everything. The mind that God gave us is what will allow us to live forever.

After standing on the golden peaked mountain, I carried the light down to specific people who needed nourishment for their souls as I had just been given nourishment. I went to a women who had a hard time moving naturally and hugged her with bundles of God energy. I also went to a homeless man sitting in an alcove recovering from a drunken sleep. I hugged him too. I went to a child’s and his family in Africa who are struggling greatly. With Jesus help, I surrounded them with as much light as I could. The angels pointed out a man who was discouraged by life. I hugged him for a long while.

All the energy I shared with others came back into me two fold. Now, feeling refreshed and joyful, I was more determined to honor God by living well.

10/15/16

This morning I met with the others on the mountain’s peak. Yesterday I felt in need for solace and self-healing so walked with Jesus into space. Today I want to walk around the world with the others to share God energy. We usually do this together once a week.

Before joining the others I sat on the rocks at the edge of the small well and dipped my fingers into the cold water. I thought about my painting of a well from many years ago. It shows a women looking unto a well of memories because her world is gone, destroyed by nukes. I felt strongly about the subject when I painted it and such a possible future still worries me.

I love this world God gave us. This morning I felt like hugging the rocks, the trees and every leaf that I walked past before climbing up the mountain. In truth, God is everywhere in our world but His presence is concentrated for us on the mountain peak. Earth is so precious and so wonderful and it becomes perfect on God’s mountain top. I have visited many worlds with Jesus and none compare to this magnificent earth we live upon.

As I stood with the others I thought about earth and feared for it. So much so that while filled with golden energy, my tears were a reflected yellow. I turned to view the other people who had joined our group this morning. As my friend said, each of them loves the earth and are dedicated to preserving it and all its wonder. I noticed a few new men and women had come to the mountain peak this day. I wished them well as we lined up to walk the earth.   

For a change, I chose to walk in the southern hemisphere, through Australia, Africa, and South America. I am less familiar with the type of lives many people have in the south so enjoyed learning as I walked. I stepped into a rundown shack? Or building that seemed to be held together with boards and sent light to a group of sheep farmers and a family nearby. The sheep seemed to have the better housing. I watched a special once about how Australia’s soil got so rusty so liked walking upon it. I also went to a city near the ocean that was very modern and built up. It didn’t look like another country at all.

Then I went into Africa. First to a group of men digging underground. I think they were slaves. One man seemed to take note of the light, so I showed him how to take it in and send his mind outwards while he worked. I hope it helps him endure. I also went into a street bazaar lined on both sides with a great wealth of food amid colorful cloths that hung down. Much of the food looked strange to me. But not the people. This is something I love about Africa, the brilliant colors people choose for clothing. It brightens everything up.

I next walked through South America and hugged a few families but didn’t stay long. My mind kept wanting to drift to the north because America has great need of healing right now. I looked back at where I had been and saw a wide line of light. I looked at the length of the path we’d all made from the north to the south and saw it zigzag back and forth. This means that one of us had stepped out of line to hug someone or give aid of a sort. Yet, the others had also left a trail of light behind them where they had walked. By now, most of the earth was covered in God light.

As the rosary was about to complete, I stepped up north and back home to spread God energy. Lately, America is full of division and wild thinking. It is supposed to be an example of good democracy for the rest of the world, but is more a reflection of bad management and wrongness.

By this time, I was tired and nodded my goodbyes to the rest of the group. I laugh at myself because I almost used the excuse again that I am only an amateur at meditation so can’t keep my mind focused for long. I have been using this same excuse for twenty years. At what point do I think I will be experienced? This is funny. What I really mean is that I haven’t trained my mind and physical habits as a monk would through study so therefore I am unable to sustain my concentration for as long. Still, this is good because my theme, if I have one, is to prove that anyone, trained or not, can walk with us around the world to share God energy. It is time we began using these great and nimble minds God gave us to repair the earth and its peoples rather than keep contributing to its ruin.            

Statue of Mary crying

She loves us so much. If only we knew how to love each other like she loves us.