9/20/17

Saber rattling. Not unlike the roar of two male lions confronting each other in the wild to see who can rattle or roar the loudest. All of us hope that this is all this United Nations speech amounted to--Apes beating their breast to show they are king of the hill. Anything else is too mind boggling to contemplate. When I do think about nukes, I think about the little kids playing outside on the sidewalk, riding their bikes, playing tag, laughing and running. It is their lives and world we must preserve.

It may be easy for some to think or say, “We are the most powerful. Blow them off the map.” But no matter that the people in N Korea are brainwashed to follow their leader, they also have children playing outside. They struggle for food and shelter and happiness, and what is most important, each person loves someone.

Each and every one of us loves someone, so why does love seem so weak? I asked Jesus about this during meditation. As a people, we like to brag and act mean and powerful. Where is love in all this saber rattling? Love is not only what gave us being but still holds us together. Yet, love and goodness and peace always seem to take a back seat to bravo and anger. Why?

To answer, Jesus showed me the greatness of love. The intense light in front of my body was almost blinding as I carried it to share with different people in various parts of our nation. I filled many souls with this light this morning. I watched as other people and angels did the same all around the world.

Yet, I still ask, “Does it work? Do people feel the light as love?”

I accept that on an individual level, people do feel better when they receive this extra glow of love. Love is common and we all seem capable of it. We all can look into our lives and remember being loved by someone. All of us love something, if only ourselves. So with all this love among the people, why are things still wrong?

The angels work hard to give love here and there, they bring peace to a person or village or group. Why not the whole of society?  Why can’t anyone fix the whole of it?

Jesus knows and has seen what goes on and everything that is happening. Jesus is right now walking as a man in every nation on earth.  Jesus also walks through time and sees the people’s movements, decisions and their fates as well as every nation’s past, present and future. Jesus is truly the alpha and omega. So what comes of all this knowledge?

Wisdom. Wisdom to see that we are still an immature people who make mistakes and will continue to make mistakes--often disastrous ones.  As nations we go through stages of growth and relapse, war and peace.  Most important of all is that we have millions of years ahead of us as a people.

The big question is, “Will Jesus step into the fro to teach and direct our education further? Don’t we, like a group of children in kindergarten, need a firm, knowing, instructor in the room?”

I think we do. Revelation predicts a thousand years of peace. I want to believe and dearly hope that Jesus is about to direct us towards that peace, and not only peace, but well-being for all people on earth.

9/25/19

I was sitting outside enjoying the weather when I remembered that Jesus has suggested we visit a few strange planets. He said this because I was beginning to feel like all the places we visited were the same. My own request, I know. I wanted to only go to tame places. I think Jesus would like to show us a variety of places, perhaps a few places that might surprise us? As far as my friends go, they kept visiting different planets even after I stopped, so I doubt they could be surprised by much. For myself, I decided I was willing to take a chance with a strange planet. Jesus had taken us to a few really strange ones years ago, but I rebelled because I could not hold my focus. I think I might be better prepared now.  

It was a short trip. Plus, everything I saw moved so swiftly it was hard to hold on to the shapes. The wind was strong like a straight line wind would be here on earth, but seemed to fill the whole horizon. Also thunder and lightning glowed bright in the distance. The air was streaked with blobs of moving color. As we watched, I saw a long bird-like creature dip into a yellow blob and come out with some in its beak. It seemed that on this world even the food moved along with the animals. It was almost too strange to contemplate until we followed the wind downward to rocky ground. Even here, the wind had seared the rocks smooth and crated crevices and tunnels. We went down a large tunnel and I was amazed at the difference below ground from above.

Far inside the tunnel, where light streamed down, fronds of green leaves waved in the wind as seaweed would wave in the ocean. Different colors of fauna held on to the rocky bottom. Some lobster-like animal crawled over the fronds and dark rock sharpened by wind to scamper into a burrow. Even the ceiling here was covered in varieties of life even though the current of wind and weather was still strong down inside the planet.

I looked at Jesus as if to ask, why did he want us to visit this strange planet. I was surprised when he answered me. He doesn’t always.

He told us that he wanted to show us that life could take hold even in the most troubling places. Not always intelligent life, because that was rare, but almost all forms of living matter could take on aliveness to grow wherever sustenance was available.

Beautiful life too. The vivid colors in the sky of this planet was awesome and I supposed that some animal must have eyes to view it with. Jesus had told us this before how tenuous but stubborn life could be, but I think he likes to reinforce our knowledge. As we left, I could still imagine the bright yellow blobs and long red or blue ribbons of color streaming through the air of the planet. So wonderful. Still, earth has this planet, and any I have seen so far, beat by a million.

9/29/17

This morning I told Jesus I was worried about how I could help people. He told me to keep pushing. This is what he tells me about my whole life and this is what I repeated to a women in a wheel chair while I hugged her with God light. “Just keep pushing,” I said. Did she hear me? I don’t know but I do believe that she felt her spirits lifted by the aura of light that surrounded her.

I went to a number of women this morning, but the person I remember most was a middle age black man who was about to explode in anger. I grabbed him and held on. I kept saying, “Wait. Wait, then act.” I kept repeating these words to him. I also told him to think about President Obama and how he must have suffered at the slight of other people. “Just hold on for a little while.” I am sure the hug full of light worked. I even think he heard my pleas because he did calm down after a few minutes. When I left him I was sure he would think before he did something rash. I wish someone would have held me back those times in my own life when I did or said things I would regret later.

One women I went to was a plump black women, young, raising her children and trying to attend school. She felt troubled and felt like giving up. Her too, I encouraged to hold on. I myself had given up on school a number of times before going back to finish. I regret every stupid act, but think maybe I understand how she is feeling. I stayed with her for a short while as Jesus surrounded her with light, I went to two younger girls too. One black and one white with long blond hair. Both needed a nudge to keep going. I hope I was successful.

Of course I went to Puerto Rico and hugged a grandmother who was crying and afraid for the children in her care. She is a strong person so I think she will be fine. I kept telling her that the US was sending help and that it would get there soon. As the rosary disk completed, I sent light in huge, gentle waves to cover the whole of the US. We sorely need all the love we can get today.

I already miss my spring and summer flowers.